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disciples and well-wishers of our dearmost
Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta
Narayana Gosvami Maharaja,
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Our lives should be constant prayers to Gurudeva. Is it possible ?
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
All glories to you, all glories to your divine pastimes on this Earth!
My sincere dandavat pranams to your lotus feet time after time.
I have no qualification to comprehend your transcendental pastimes, even though I want to say that you are light that guides my very life, I wish you are feeling very well and I wish to have your darshan more and more times
All praise to you Gurudeva!
Thank for the mercy you have shown me!
In what must be a mere inconvenience for you in truth, I pray for your bodily comfort in this time of physical stress. Moreover, I pray for all those who rely most heavily on your physical presence in this world, that we all find solace with your presence in our hearts.
I offer my obeisances onto you Sri Guru, that none of us who have been blessed with knowledge of you take that knowledge for granted. But that we execute your will with the least hesitation, thus relying on our spiritual connection to You, to the disciplic succession, to Almighty God, SRI KRSNA.
Ten thousand times thank You!
Ten thousand times thank You!
You are most valuable! All praise to You!
Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare.
T.L.Clarke
All Glories to Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivendanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaj!
I heard there is some treatment in homeopthic .please find belwo some information for the same.
Cancer and Homeopathy
This information is by no means a substitute for professional help and no one should stop his/her treatment prescribed by a doctor.
There are several ways homeopathy can help cancer patients. First, there are specific remedies for various cancers. These remedies may be used whether a person has conventional treatment or not. A number of remedies can make conventional treatment easier for the cancer patient. Finally, homeopathic remedies can help with terminal pain and with the fear of dying.
Homeopathy can also help with the psychological issues which occur in cancer. There are remedies for ailments from bad news to fear of dying. Homeopathy can also help with terminal pain.
The cancer diathesis may first be antidoted with a dose of Scirrhinum 200 or 1000. The regular treatment can be started at least after 24 hours.
Intercurrent remedies: Psorinum 200, Medorrhinum 200. Tuberculinium 200 can be used if history of T.B. is present in the family.
Phosphorus: Cancer of the forehead with an open sore with blood and pus.
Arsenic Album: For Leukemia and Stomach Cancer with burning heat and dryness of the skin; thirst, restlessness, apprehensiveness, shortness of breath and anxiety. Repeat 200 every week.
Nitric Acid: Pricking pain with some gnawing. Cancer of the stomach with burning pain, thirst, water producing an indescribleable nauseating effect, inability to retain food; vomiting of slime and blood; bloody dejections, face yellow, scrawny and emaciated.
Causticum: For pricking pain.
Alumen: Breast cancer.
Alumina: Cancerous growth in the rectum with pain after stool. Generally the patient is constipated.
Ruta: Cancer of rectum with pain which continues for several hours after stool.
Apis M.: When pain is stinging character and there is itching also with the pain.
Clematis: Cancer of the lip. If there is watery growth Dulcamara may be alternated.
Sepia: Scirrhous induration. Cancer of lips.
Conium: Head remedy of cancer of lips and prostate cancer.
Calendula: For any stage of Cancer. It allays the pains and gives great comfort to the patient.
Hydrastis: Scrofulous and cancerous cachexia. Cancer of the lips or breast. Cancer hard; adherent; cutting like knives in breast. Mother tincture of this remedy may be applied locally for cancer of lips.
Aurum Ars: Cancer of face and lips.
During Radiotherapy: Belladonna and X-ray.
All Glories to Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivendanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaj!
I offer my heartfelt Dandavat Pranams and prayers to you dear Srila Gurudeva and sending wishes of wellness.
O Gurudeva I pray to Sri radha raman vihariji to protect you.
You live for another 100 years atleast and i will pray for radha raman vihariji and SHIVA to recover you soon.
Attempt to offer a prayer
Being my heart very shallow, I have no power to offer a good prayer.
Still, my caitya guru has given me a hint that, perhaps, if I can offer a deep thoughtful prayer from a true, genuine pure devotee, the Lord will accept it and reciprocate with His causeless mercy.
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(This is my small introductory prayer:)
May my beloved spiritual master be pleased with me. May my beloved guardians similarly be pleased with me by my attempts to perform sadhana and bhajana in this degraded age.
May the all merciful Sri Krsna and His beloved Smt. Radharani bestow Their unlimited mercy on us by allowing our beloved Sri Gurudev to stay many more long years on our planet and continue to shower the mercy that Sriman Mahaprabhu came to bestow.
May our Sri Gurudev’s health be restored so he can continue to bless the world without any impediments and with the same happiness and loving disposition as he always has.
My our beloved Sri Gurudev spend his final years in peace and quiet, absorbed in his bhajana and happily attended by loving devotees.
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Now I proceed to offer some excerpts of the sublime prayers and glorification of Sri Guru that our Paramgurudev Srimad Bh. Prajnana Kesava Gosvami Maharaja wrote some years ago, being endowed with deep guru nistha and love for his Guru Maharaja, hoping that both he and my beloved Gurudev accept it and don’t mind that I also attempt to join in this prayer:
… “All glories to Sri Gurudev, my eternal master, who is the eternally worshipable lord of my heart, the deliverer of the fallen, the most magnanimous, and an ocean of compassion. Al glories to that wish-fulfilling jewel, the personal associate of Gaura and Radha, the dust of whose lotus feet alone is the object of my constant longing and is my supreme necessity.
“May that prabhu, who does not see the faults of others, and who is the friend of the destitute and lowly, cast his merciful glance upon me.
By his own qualities may he forgive the offences of a fallen offender like me, thus giving me the opportunity of his eternal service.
This is my only prayer and submission at his lotus feet.”
. . ..”I am ignorant, blind and fallen. I do not know, nor have I tried to know, what is auspicious and what is inauspicious. However, my sri guru-pada-padma came from Goloka to this world only to help me. His heart was afflicted with the burden of distress upon seeing my averse nature. He alone mercifully made people like me, who were blinded by ignorance, acquainted with the fact that there is no other means of welfare besides sadhu-sanga, and no way to attain the mercy and service of Bhagavan other than by obtaining sadhu-seva and sadhu-krpa.”
…”In one sense, only sadhus are the life of one’s very life. No one is my friend and supreme well-wisher besides the sadhus, or the bhaktas of Gaurasundara.
By my Gurudev’s grace I have received such an auspicious vani, message.
…”I have not only obtained the opportunity to hear from him, but also to associate with him, which is rarely attained even by the demigods, as well as to associate with his nijajanas, personal associates.
It is only because of this, that a fallen and degraded person like me became successful. Thus, how can I find any shelter or support other than by praying for mercy at the lotus feet of my prabhu, the deliverer of the fallen and the friend of the world?”
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Dear Srila Gurudev,
Please accept my dandavat pranams.
Thank you for everything you have given me and even for this latest mercy of preparing us for your eventual samadhi because it makes us become more serious in our bhajan and desire to deepen our attachment and appreciation for you. Yet we pray that you will stay with us as long as possible we need you so much! I want to serve your mission, gaura vani pracarine and are chanting Nrsimha Pranam daily for your health.
JAYA SRILA GURUDEV
GURUDEV TOMADI, JAI JAI HO!
All glories to Sri Giriraj Govardhan!
All glories to Srimati Radhika!
All glories to Sri Narshima Dev!
All glories to Sri Guru and all Vaishnavas and Vaishnavis!
To my dear most beloved Gurudev,
I first of all offer my most heartfelt, humble obeisances at your lotus divine feet. Dandavats and Pranams.
Words cannot describe how much You mean to me Gurudev! You are my beloved father, mother and the most important person in my life. I will be forever indebted to You for uncovering my eyes to the illusion I face daily, for giving me hope, showering me with your love and affection, and above all reminding me how to offer pure devotional service to Sri Guru and to Sri Sri Radhe Krsna. You have given me Sooo much Gurudev!
I humbly pray at the Lotus Divine feet of Srimati Radhika, Sri Narishima Dev and Sri Giriraj Govardhan to bestow their Divine mercy and blessings on to You for You to regain your good health and well being. If only You knew how much we need You in this world for our hearts melt simply by Your mere glance.
You have captured my heart and You are free to do what You like. I humbly pray for Your endless association in this world and I pray for your speedy recovery!
Jai Srila Gurudev!
Your loving granddaughter and aspiring servant,
Jayanti Dasi
Please accept my humble obeisances Srila Giriraja Goverdhana.
Please accept my heartfelt, begging prayer that my beloved Gurudeva Srila Narayana Maharaja be healed for our continuing need of his kind mercy & instructions. We are not ready, I am not ready, for more bewilderment should you decide to return to Sri Radhe’s service. I went to Vrindavana to see you in your home & made an ass of myself. How can I hope to progress without your stern look? Others may get a smile but I accept & deserve that strong look I get from your lotus eyes. I need a chance still to make it up to you in this life. Please don’t go yet. Please Sri Giriraja, make our Gurudeva well.
aspiring,
Laksmidevi
Oh Gurudeva! You bestow transcendental knowledge, you are the friend of the fallen, you bestow spiritual bliss which is within your heart, and you are an ocean of Mercy. Although dwelling in Goloka Vrndavana, you have descended for the welfare of fallen soul like myself and you are preaching the divine Love of Srimati Radh…ika’s for krsna. Please be merciful unto me. SGG. P7 ♥
My beloved Guru Maharaja!!!
I am fully indebted to you Gurudeva, you are my Life and Light, I pray for your recovery and health. I pray for understanding that you are going inner, deeper and deeper attaining transcendental ecstasy in the service of Srimati Radhika and her beloved krsna. You are giving the highest instructions in devotional Love and Service of the Holy name of krsna, You have given me the hope that by your mercy, one day I can understand the pastimes of Sri Srimati Radhika and Krsna ♥ I bow my head with all respects and love to your lotus feet ♥
I will continue praying to your Srimati Radhika and krsna for your health, and wellbeing, and that you may continue with your mission of spreading that Shower of Pure Love, and the teachings of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu to all of us and to the whole world.
I respectfully offer my life and soul to you my Guru Maharaja. May you always stay among us for the benefit of All.~ Jai Jai Sri Radhe!!!
Your servant and loving daughter,
Haripriya Devi Dasi
Dearmost Maharaj
Since 10 years and up to now you have always been in my thoughts. I aspire to one day truly be Your servant. Only by Your causeless mercy this is possible.
My Most Dearly Beloved Srila Gurudeva, I humbly offer my sincere obeisances and prayers at Your lotus feet.
I am praying to Sri Giriraja Govardhana for Your well-being. My life belongs to You, I miss You so much and I can feel permanent pain of separation in my heart. You have given me so much love, so much mercy…I love You very much, Gurudeva, and I aspire to one day truly be Your servant. Only by Your causeless mercy this is possible. Please give me the shelter of Your lotus feet and teach me how to become Your true disciple.
You changed my life, so please, Gurudeva, I beg You, don’t leave us.
Please stay.
Your daughter,
Yuvati dasi
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my humble dandavat pranamas at yor lotus feet. All the devootes here in Santos (SP/BR) are praying for your health. We need you, we need your darshan and you instructions. Please be mercyful with us and stay for more time. More flowers are coming to Srimate Radhika and we need you.
Excuse my english…
Your serve…
dasa anudasa
Adhoksaja das
Dear Lotus-like Gurudeva,
only when the patient makes a full recovery,
will the physician be truly pleased.
Whatever treatment he prescribes;
a change of diet,
a preparation made from a particular herb,
or perhaps plenty of rest.
The Spiritual Doctor reigns supreme,
He will always know what’s best.
Gurudeva I have never served anyone but myself,
how can someone like me be of service to you?
I would like know how to learn what to do;
to be of service to you.
Suchandra dd
Hare Krishna!
Bhagwan Krishna se yahi prathna hai ki Gurudev jaldi hi theek ho jaye.
Hare Krishna ! Dandavats pranams to dearest srila Gurudeva ,Srila Prabhupad & Lord Chaitanya’s Guruvarga. I here pray to Giri Govardhan Gandhrvika GiRIDHARI fOr ever good health for our wel-wisher dearest Srila Gurudeva. AGTSP,Srila Gurudev Gurugourangas.–Ramatirtdas Adhikari-LONDON.
My dearest srila gurudeva, pls do not leave me. I am lost and fallen jiva soul before you came into my life. Life has no meaning without you. You have bestowed mercy on me and accepted me unconditionally as your own and I still struggle to form relationship with you. You are my father, mother you are my all. You are the ocean of happiness and shelter for bhakti and more dear to me then my life. Please ignore my faults and do not forget me because I am all alone and beg that you do not leave me millenium after millenium – gurudeva krpa karke mujhko apana lena
your loving daughter and humble servant of a servant of a servant yamuna devi dasi (Murwillumbah, Australia)
My dear Giriraj Govardhan,
You are most dear to Sri Sri Radha and Krishna. We have become deeply afflicted to hear about the declining health of Srila Gurudeva. All the residents of the spiritual world must be feeling separation from their dear associate, but we humbly beg that if Srila Gurudev stays longer with us, one more fallen soul may be benefitted, one more life may be touched by spiritual love, one more jiva may turn toward the spiritual world. O Govardhan! You are the most merciful towards fallen souls. Please kindly grant our humble prayer, please let us have the association of Srila Gurudev for a little longer.
O Hari! Please take away the toxins and all afflictions from Srila Gurudev’s body. Please make Gurudeva healthy and strong so that he may stay with us another 100 years.
You are the Supreme Lord, and there is nothing impossible for You. We are feeble and insignificant jivas. We are only dependent on Your mercy, so we cry and beg for the good health of Srila Gurudeva.
Jay Giriraj! Jay Nrsimhadeva! Jay Sudarshan!
KI Jai SRILA GURUDEVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Deseo que estés con todos nosotros. Te necesitamos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pido a RADHARANI !!!!!!
Gracias GURUDEVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!. llevaba tiempo que pedía que viniese en España una hermana espiritual y ha llegado el día.
Para mí es mil y mil gracias a ti SRILA GURUDEVA!!!!!!!
Hoy en Barcelona (España) hacemos a las 18.00pm un programa en mi cada con Candra Mukhi y el miércoles dia 29 otro.
tengo la misericordia de tenerla en casa con su asociación durante una semana, estoy muy feliz Gracias SRILA GURUDEVA.
Te pido por favor que mis hijos les puedas darle misericordia, asociación tuya con la iniciación. Ellos son Nimai, Mercé y Helena.
Deseo con todos ellos poderte ver pronto. Pido que te recuperes muy pronto.
JAI QUERIDO SRILA GURUDEVA!!!!! mi familia
Dear Holy One,
Gratitude! Gratitude! Gratitude!…for revealing to us the cosmic principle: “When the student is ready to graduate, the master appears.” And also for being patient and present enough to reveal to us the further principle: “When the student is *really* ready to graduate, the external master disappears!”
The student must know the rules, but the master knows the *exceptions* to the rules.
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
All glories to you, all glories to your divine pastimes on this Earth!
My sincere dandavat pranams to your lotus feet time after time.
I have no qualification to comprehend your transcendental pastimes, even though I want to say that you are light that guides my very life, I wish you are feeling very well and I wish to have your darshan more and more times.
When I first saw you my life changed, I could not stop my tears when I felt the energy of your presence. I really felt that now my life was successful by your mercyful darshan.
Please forgive my faults and ofenses, you are the most merciful!
Please stay with us more time, we need you so much! Please alow me to be in your lotus feet eternally! Please always live in my heart!
We are praiyng for your physical wellness and quick recovery!
Jaya Jaya Srila Gurudeva!!!!
Heartfelt dandavat pranams to your lotus feet!
Servants of your servants,
aspiring for your service,
Yasoda-nandana das and Ananda Priya Devi Dasi
Beloved Srila Gurudeva, I offered and sang this song to you and Govardhan today. I pray for your recovery, for you are our life and soul.
Oh Govardhan – the Holder of our Gurudeva
Govardhan – please hold our Gurudeva here …
There’s no words, for he is so dear
Everything in this world looses it’s meaning,
if my ever well-wisher isn’t there (1)
I’m so fallen & foolish how could I tell you,
but my lord and master knows me
He has saved my life from distruction,
confusion & illusion by his wisdom (2)
I’m not a poet nor a singer at all,
still I feel I’ve got something to tell
Like a monkey in Vrindaban’s a Brajabasi,
also I am for sure his disciple (3)
Without sun, moon and stars light,
this world’s dark like a hellish night
In the same way my life’s hope & joy flee,
when I don’t see my Gurudeva’s feet (4)
Let my Gurudeva remain with me forever,
for his love has made my life pure
Although I’m full of sin and anarthas,
by his compassion he made me his das (5)
Govardhan – please hold our Gurudeva here …
There’s no words, for he is so dear
Everything in this world looses it’s meaning,
if my ever well-wisher isn’t there
(melody somehow like ”Gurudeva, kripa koroke”)
That’s a wonderful poem for our dearest Gurudev! I fell you really mean from your heart with this offer. Thank you. Make this my poem too!
SRILA GURUDEVA KI, JAYA!!!
Srila Gurudeva – the Only Treasure Forever
Gurudeva – bestow (sprinkle) thy blessings … You are my only treasure forever.
Nothing else is more precious ever, than thy lotus feet’s shelter (1)
Ocean of mercy begins from you, and always overflows from thy heart
You are all I have in this world – you are the doorway beyond
My boat got stuck in maya’s night, take me where you shine thy light (2)
A sea of sadhu-sanga you are, prema-bhakti’s ever-safe harbour
You’re more dear than all I try to reach – more near than the air we breathe
Let me chant & learn what you teach, freed from anchors of all anartha (3)
Just a fool though I love seva of saints, cintamani-dust at Gurudeva’s feet
You made me thy dasa ad infinitum, please bestow thy darshan of prema
I’m a beggar at thy door whom you know, I pray to follow you as thy shadow (4)
Gurudeva – bestow (sprinkle) thy blessings … You are my only treasure forever.
Nothing else is more precious ever, than thy lotus feet’s shelter
(melody according to hindi bhajan ”Gurudeva, kripa koroke”)
My dearest Gurudeva, please accept my humble obeisances, all glories to the one God, Sri Krishna, who creates us all and his eternal servant Radaharni,
Firstly, I hope you are feeling well and recovering nicely and not having too much pain. Your pain is our pain. Our prayers are with you on a daily basis. On my part, I was initiated by you two and a half years ago, both diksa and siksa. My entire life changed and it will never go back to where it was. However, My Gurudeva, I am not prepared to lose you this soon, and I won’t because I am giving my sincerest prayers to the Lord who hears and sees me. On everyone elses part Krishna knows there is still much to be done and so many people who’s lives you still have to touch. We we all do more to assist you in Mahaprabhus mission and I have personally made this promise Srila Gurudev. Please stay with us.
Your daughter and humble servant,
Jaya Sri
My Dear Gurudev,
First I offer my humbly obeisances unto Your soft Lotus Feet.
When I started to associate with You, I really started to live. I am eternal in debt with You. I never felt any deeper feeling like I felt touching Your lotus feet, Your hand, looking inside Your deep blue eyes. Give me the mercy of touch Your lotus feet again and hear some fragrant words from Your mouth.
Your eternal servant
Anadi Krsna das
Dear Sri Sri Radha Govindaji,
I pray that you make HH Gurudev as comfortable as You can during this time of need. His sons and daughters, Your devotees are praying for him to stay a little longer, please give them the comforting they need now in this time of fear of loss of their father.
I offer my humble obeisance to the of HH Narayan, the dear friend of HH A.C. Bhaktivendanta Swami Prabhupada. I also pray for peace and unity between all maths that are serving at Your lotus feet.
Your will is all we can follow.
Vrindavanand das
All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga!
Please, accept our humble dandavat pranams!
Receiving few days ago news about Srila Gurudev’s health we gave ourselves up to despair. However, this encouraged us to chant Holy names with more faith and determination and think about our beloved Srila Gurudev’s health because only disciples aspiration to devotional service can make Srila Gurudev stay with us. Today we knew with great relief and joy that Srila Gurudev feels much better. This is love of devotees to his lotus feet that made miracles.
Dear Srila Gurudev, we sincerely hope that love and devotion of disciples towards your lotus feet will make you stay with us in praise of Sri Gauranga’s mission and in order to inspire such fallen souls like us to devotional service to your lotus feet and lotus feet of bona fide devotees.
With unlimited dandavat pranams to Sri Guru and Gauranga,
Aspiring for the service to Sri Sri Radha-Krishna, Guru and Vaishnavas,
Arjuna Das and Tamal Krsna Das, Armenia
Dear Srila Gurudev,
We are living far away, in small Siberian city Divnogorsk. Here your daughters and sons are trying to serve you and follow your instructions on the way to bhakti. Some of them have not seen you yet – you gave them phone initiation.
News about your illness made us very upset because we are very weak and unskillful devotees. Please, stay with us!
We are praying to Giriraj Govardhan who came to us, in Siberia, by your mercy as well as to Sri Sri Radha Vinod Bihariji. Since 18th of September we are getting together and praying about your health. Dear Srila Gurudeva!
I think that during long years in Krishna Consciousness I’ve accumulated smth auspicious and I want to give it to you, just be healthy and give us your harikatha because you are my everything and I don’t have anyone except you.
Please, accept my humble obeiscances and give mercy,
Your daughter and servant,
Tulasi dasi and all Divnogorsk devotees.
Dear Srila Gurudeva please please please forgive me all my offenses I m the most fallen person and please please please don t left us alone , this world is totally empty without you and has not any sense without your physical presence
My sweet Gurudeva…
I can not express my greatest desire to be near you. My heart is crying for not having made arrangements to be in India in this parikrama.
Please, accept my humble reverence and my sincere prayers. Ask Lord Krsna to give you more few years with us. Ask He to keep the mood of your disciples in a high state, so you may want to stay with us for more time.
I really wish from the bottom of my heart to see you once more in this life. I´m just an ordinary person begging for a little mercy, and trying to develop some affection for your lotus feet.
ALL my dandavats and pranamas to you! All my thinking and all my heart… I´m offer to you!
HARE KRISHNA !!
My lovely Gurudeva
Please don’t let the small parasites can manipulate with Your health,nor that small prasites can decide something instead of You.
You gave a life to me,only You can do it – and You have to continue with it.
I’m giving my heart to You,
Your daughter Yamuna dasi
Dearest Shrila Gurudev,
Today is Vishvarupa Mahotsava and the 51st anniversary of Shrila Prabhupads accepting of sannyas by our most worship-able Param Gurudev. You were instrumental in facilitating Shrila Prabhupads sannyas Leela , thereby helping him to manifest his preaching purpose and delivering him to us fallen lost badha jeevs. Our Shrila Prabhupad in turn also delivered your divine grace to us in His absence. There is none on the planet who has been used in such a magnificent way as you beloved Gurudev the embodiment of his brihad mrdanga, who he is always playing through you. It is no accident that you were the one who sent that first mrdanga. So you helped deliver Sp to us and he in-turn delivered you to us. Such a sweet loving exchange of our eternal beneficiaries is a debt that can never be repaid. I owe you for my Prabhupad and I owe my Prabhupad for you my most beloved father. I offer my most heartfelt loving prayers and perpetual praams at your wish fulfilling lotus feet. I pray to Shrila Prabhupad and my Param Gurudev to continue to bestow their divine presence in our lives through you and for your perfect physical health and very very long life amongst your most anxious and loving children. All glories to your name, form qualities and pastimes!
Your eternal
Manjari devi dasi
Dandavat Pranams
All glories to Srila Gurudeva and all
glories to all his eternal disciples!
Amado Srila Gurudeva, espero e desejo de todo coracao
que vc venha a Alachua e derrame denovo sua amada misericordia!!! Estao todos indo a India e nos deixando,
desamparados…
Se pudesse ir a India, levaria dinheiro e la compraria um
montao de agua de coco e todos os dias ofereceria a Giriraja Govardhana essa agua e a daria para o Senhor beber…E’ muito miraculosa a agua de coco para os rins e o todo aparelho humano, porque e’ muito pura!!!…
Querido Gurudeva, fique bom rapido e venha nos visitar…
Existem aulas e muitos devotos teem atendido aos programas. O prabhu Prana Govinda esta fazendo um trabalho wonderfull nos ensinando o Jaiva-Dharma, Bhagavath Gita para os young boys and girls, e alguns pais, tambem estao indo. Meu filho, de 13 anos recebeu a
japa de sua mao em Orlando e esta cantando suas voltas com desejo no coracao de ser iniciado pelo Senhor.
Temos aulas tambem de Nectar da Devocao e tem me inspirado muito, com relacao ao nosso papel como Rupanuga- Vaishnava devotos.
Agora depois de dar razoes suficientes e mostrar como
sua presenca e’ muito importante nas nossas vidas, melhor falando na minha vida completamente inutil, me despeco esperando anciosa pela sua visita.
Com todo o meu coracao:
Gostaria de gritar: JAYA SRILA GURUDEV, JAYA SRILA GURUDEV,JAYA SRILA GURUDEV
… GOVINDA DAMODARA MADHAVETI, GOVIND DAMODARA MADHAVET….
Yours, allways, forever,
Lavanga Manjari didi
Dear Srila Narayana Maharaja Gurudeva, I humbly and fervently pray to Lord Sri Krsna for the return of your good health. Nothing is impossible for Him. We can’t tolerate that you have any discomfort. At the same time, we know that you are a completely transcendental personality. Your Holiness has presented, in your lectures and books, a unique and invaluable exposition on the philosophy and moods of our Gaudiya sampradaya. Having received this gift from you, we are forever indebted, and you will also live forever in your books and recorded lectures and talks. You are the venerable, seniormost Vaisnava and the foremost authority on the teachings of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu in the world today. All of us (your followers) have actually been living under the protection of your wonderful, life giving, inspiring preaching. We beg you to please stay with us. Aspiring for your service, a disciple of your philosophical conceptions, Dhira-prasanta das Baltimore MD USA
All Glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga!
All Glories to Sri Sri Radha Vinodbihariji!
Dear Srila GuruDeva I humbly offer my sincere obeisances and prayers at your lotus feet. We send heartfelt prayers for your good health and healing and send to you our deepest love and affection. If I was there with you I would hope to make you laugh and smile with a joke as I did In Brighton once.
Thank you so much for your shelter and love and causless mercy. I am so fortunate to be your servant. All our prayers and love from Bath UK. Jayanti dasi, Paramananda das and Hari Mohini <3 ૐ
Dear Gurudeva,
you are so lotus like and very merciful;
please always forgive this offensive person and allow me to reside in the shelter of the footdust of your beloved servants.
You have come to this world to sever us from our worldly attatchments;
But i am very fallen and have no desire to be free of these.
yet You visit the darkest places and perform simultaneously terrible and wonderful operations with ease,
from your lotus like mouth medecine pours into the ears of the weak and diseased.
That you need a doctor must be an illusion; you are the Eternal Spiritual doctor.
I pray to the merciful Gaura Nitai with all my heart that Srila Gurudeva ji, you are healed by their soft hands. All of my heart and soul, my whole existance has been blessed the day i first met you Gurudeva! Guruji you have been my truest father and touched my life in a way that I could have never imagined, i can never repay you. So I pray to the core of my heart for your welfare!
Your servant forever and ever
Dear Srila gurudeva,
I offer you my full dandavat pranamas unto your lotus feet.
My heart is so hard and and is a block off ice.
I feel nothing and I am full of selfish desires.
Please stay here on earth, so I may be saved by your associtation.
With out you what hope is there for me?
I am addicted to Maya, so only by your help, guidence, association and instruction will i give up maya.
And How will I understand Sri Caitanya-Caritamrta with out your purports?
Please! Please! Please! Please! Stay so I can have darshan of you!!!!
Trying trying to be your servant.
the lame,fallen,stupid _________ Das
Jaya Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga!
Dear Srila Gurudev,
On behalf of my family we pray to your lotus like feet, for your service and a place at your lotus feet were we can reside and always remain engage in your service.
Gurudev you have left us great wonderful pastimes when ever you have come to Houston, you promised us that you will return. We beg from the core of our hearts that you return and bless us with your association once again. Gurudev you are all that we have and all that we will ever have, you are in control of our lives without you we wont be able to survive. We can’t imagine a life with out our dear most Gurudev. We try and try to be the most insignificant servants at your feet, by your causeless mercy we will definitely reach our ultimate goal. We pray desperately to our Gurudev to remain longer with his sons and daughters and to always bless us with his association.
Your servants in separation,
Yadubar and family
Sri Sri Guru Gauranga Jayatah
koti dandavat pranam at your lotus like feet and the lotus feet of all the devotees of Lord Gauranga, the Golden Volcano of Divine Love !
Dear Maharaj, due to my ignorance and my lack of proper education, I must have surely made many offences at your lotus feet. Please kindly forgive me.
Lord Nityananda is so merciful that He enters the heart of the advanced devotees to give association and proper guidance to persons like me, blind and dull.
In the absence of Srila Gurumaharaj, one can find reconfort in the presence of His dear Godbrothers, and then in the association of their bonafide Disciples.
Srila Gurumaharaj once told, “if you remember the affectionate relationship you have with me and the devotees of this “Math” (Gaudiya), you’ll always be with Mahaprabhu…”
Since then i’m searching all arround to meet such kind of devotees, and day by day I realise, that he is kindly taking out the cataract from my eyes, because I can see their number increase all arround the world !
This is all due to the loving service that pure devotees like you, are rendering to their Lordships Sri Sri Gaura Nitaï and Sri Sri Radha Vinod Bihari !
Dear Maharaj, i feel affection and home confort in the association of your followers, and in reading the books you have printed. I’m feeling fortunate as I had Your darshan sometimes.
You are so kindly giving your association and teaching the mood of Our beloved Masters…
In many devotee houses I go, i see your beautiful pictures. The Gaudiya Vaisnav familly is a big familly, and it is pleasurable to realise…
Maharaj, on this auspicious day of the tithi of Haridas Thakur disapearance, I say JAY to your Lila of health recovery !
And I beg at your lotus feet, for your blessings, to become a proper servant of the servants of the sincere followers of Gauranga Mahaprabhu, and to be able to come to do seva in the Holy Dham again and again !
Bimal Krishna Das, france.
I am birthless, deathless. There is only One, ever and always, This Bliss Here Now. There is no other place to go to. If you mistake this separate physical-seeming avatar-body-vehicle for Who I Am, then you create much pain for yourselves…just as in believing that you are your physical avatar-body, you create much pain for yourselves.
The wisest, most potently loving and effective of parents, educators, healers, counselors, ministers, leaders, guides, gurus…are those who make themselves most quickly unnecessary.
Your immanent sweet blessedness is not realized in clinging, but rather in…release, real-ease…please do not cry when I again am allowed to meet my good, longtime friend, death.
Death is an illusion, a ride on a slide of light. Fess up, now, you’re not crying because I’m graduating this dark vale—you’re crying because I’m going before you, aren’t you?! Don’t worry, your day will come in perfect timing. But don’t focus on that future illusory event. Focus always on what is with you now. Remember, in this life, to make the most of what comes, and the least of what goes.
We are here gathered to “Offer Prayers for Srila Gurudeva’s Health & Well-being…we ask that you submit your heartfelt prayers for the recovery and overall well-being of our dearly beloved Srila Gurudeva.” Everpresence, I do not see any of this in your offering.
Bhagavan can say that He is the One, ‘aham brahma’smi’ or that He is free from birth and death, but you and I cannot say that we are not suffering the threefold miseries in this material world, including what you call, this good, longtime friend, death. On the contrary, we are being slapped by these threefold miseries throughout our lives. We are continually warned by Srila Gurudeva to avoid mayavada philosophy. He explains to us how to inquire into the Absolute Truth, why we are suffering here and where to find eternal happiness. It is surely not in becoming one with God . Sri Krsna has declared [in Bhagavad-gita 10.8 & 14.27]:
“I am the source of both the material and spiritual worlds. Everything emanates from Me. The wise who know this well engage in My bhajana with great joy [bhäva] in their hearts.”
I alone am the basis of the impersonal Brahman and I am also the sole refuge of everlasting immortality, eternal dharma and the happiness that arises from aikäntika-bhakti, unalloyed devotional service.”
We have come here to engage in serving and offering prayers to our dearmost beloved Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta
Narayana Gosvami Maharaja who is mercifully opening our blind eyes with the torchlight of transcendental knowledge. We are eternally indebted to him and love him dearly, for without him, we would be uselessly wasting our valuable human life in sense gratification,or be cheated by the misguided philosophy of mayavada.
It is extremely rare to come across such highly enlightened and elevated personality during one’s lifetime. We are fortunate that somehow by his causeless mercy, we have got his divine association. Therefore there is a powerful surge of gratitude and love pouring from all over the world just for our beloved Srila Gurudeva. His stay here is of utmost necessity to guide those in the dark ignorance of life who enviously mistake the soul for God, to the light of pure devotional service at the lotus feet of our eternal Lordships Sri Sri Radha Krsna. The peace, wholesomeness and transcendental bliss that a devotee feels is million times greater than that of a yogi or brahmavadi.
Our life and goal is Sri Guru and Sri Gauranga. Thank you for giving me another opportunity to glorify our Srila Gurudeva. Jaya.
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
PLEASE STAY here on this planet with us a little longer. We need you so much. You have given everything and yet I am so unqualified that I can only receive very little. And still you give your mercy unconditionally. I know that you want us to be strong so we are trying, but please don’t leave us here alone. I’m sorry Gurudeva, please forgive me.
Here in New Braj we are getting ready to welcome your Sripad Tirtha Maharaja very soon. Your private garden is very beautiful. Your room is always clean and ready. Your fruit trees are producing so much. Many apples, pears, peaches, plums, grapes, figs, pomegranites, berries, and so many fresh vegetables and wonderful herbs. So many we don’t know what to do with them all. Your cows are happy and healthy but they are mooing for you. You have five peacocks are all healthy but they are missing you. So they don’t dance. Dasi (your dog) is healthy but missing you. She looks very sad sometimes. All of the birds, butterflies, and flowers are healthy but missing you. You should be healthy, too. I like to spend my time with Govardhana because I am near you there, clearing the pathways and trying to make sure all the flowers and trees are well and happy. You have at least three fish in Radha Kunda and Syama Kunda. Two are bright orange and one is spotted orange and white. They are missing you and want you to give them names. You have one pet deer (a wild female) who comes and circumambulates Govardhan. She is very pretty and delicate. You also have one pet bear who comes in the orchard at night. He wants you to send him some Mathura honey, and teach him how to dance so he can be a dancing bear in Lord Chaitanya’s Sankirtan Movement. We are having so many big festivals and beautiful Thakurji seva always in your temple. Just so you know, Gurudeva, New Braj has not become a desert, only our hearts will become deserts if you leave us now.
One daughter, Raghalata dasi ,is at home with us now and helping so much with everything while going to college. And you have one new great grand daughter, Nadia, in Hawaii. She is like a brand new flower in your worldwide garden.
I am writing all this with a hopeful heart and so many tears. So PLEASE STAY GURUDEVA. We are not too proud to beg.
Your daughter,
Manjubhasini dasi
Maharaja, Please Accept My Humble Obeisances.
I am new to Gaudiya Vaishnavism and not worthy to beg your mercy. Still, I pray that you will stay with us a little longer. I pray that I will one day have your darshan when I am qualified.
Humbly – Bhakta Nick, Los Angeles
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
The proof that I have no love for you is that I am quite happily taking care of my body, feeding it very nicely and giving it plenty of rest. So what value are my supplications? Whatever good qualities I have are coming from you, and the rest is all my own doing. I have not yet learned the art of surrender; I have not yet acquired a taste for sadhu sanga or harinama; I have not given up the desire to be happy in this world; I have not given up fault-finding. Please stay some time longer and teach me by your sweet harikatha and your magnificent books; purify me of my anarthas although I am still unwilling to give them up. You have so many dedicated disciples who are crying for you. I am not a real disciple like them, but I want to be. Please do not go and leave me here alone with sharks and crocodiles which infest this material world.
Your servant in name only,
Indupati das
Alachua
…
my beloved gurudev!
how can i survive without my only protector in this world?…
tonight i was thinking about my past… since i was a little child…how my heart was alone without any care…how my soul was searching for a shelter and couldnt find through years…
and when i met u it happened…i can remember that moment like an eternal frame…u walked to me with ur shiny eyes with your smiley face and asked me if i want to be your diciple…i was shocked…now again and again im remembering how i was fortunate how lord loved this poor and unqulified soul that i found you… no actually you found me out of your mercy you grabbed me and my searching stopped…
after that, several times i came to u as ur deciple, while crying about my situation,my bad qualities and you, out of your great love every time pacified me and told me:”every thing will be ok,dont worry!” and suddenly with your words i was feeling that there is nothing in this world for sorrow…
my beloved gurudev!please dont leave me…still im afraid still i need your pcifying hand, still i need your eyes. please dont leave me…i will promise to be your good daughter (in replying to my letter once you wrot me, that im your good daughter and i was not)but from now i will promise to be your good daughter.
please dont leave me.
in my harinam initiation you told that you will put my hand in krishna’s hand..so please stay dont leave me.it was very short time and i didnt care about its value…please please hear my cry dont go i will promise…
how can i survive without you………
Dear Srila Gurudeva.
I offer dandavat pranams onto your lotus feet.
Although I have, due to yours and Srila Prabhupada’s mercy, develop some faith and engaged myself in this bhakti yoga process, I am very fallen and because of my unfortunate condition I fail over and over at properly honor you Gurudeva and other Vaisnavas. Therefore I come to humbly request Lord Krsna, Srimati Radhika and You Gurudeva to please don’t deprive us of your association. Get better, come to the West, let us go where you are and bless us with your Hari Katha and transcendental presence.
Aspiring to serve you life after life.
Chaitanya Das
Jay Sri Guru and Gauranga,
Please accept my humble obeisences at your lotus feet.
Gurudeva, I do not know how many times a day i think how fortunate i am, that you have come in to my life.
( Then again I start to think how unfortunate I am that I met you only 3 years ago- Not any earlier).
Since I have met you, I constantly have you in my thoughts. So many times you come in my dreams.My life has
changed completly the day you entered in my life. I find it very hard to put in words how much I love you. I go to India just to get your darshan. OH! how much pleasure I get when I quickly glance at you picture which is kept in my handbag when I am at work.
Gurudeva, I will do anything here to serve you more. Please stay with us many more years.
I will be completely lost without you.
Your aspiring servant,
Sri Nivas das, Anuradha devi dasi, Sarojini devi dasi,Rishikesh das,Shamal das.
Sydney- Australia
Dear Giriraja Govardhana,
You are the best of the devotees because you fulfil all the desires of Yugal Kisora Radha Krsna.You are known as Hari-dasa-varya, the very, very topmost devotee of Krsna.You serve in the most intimate ways. If anyone prays to you,you will give him anything he wants.You can fulfil all desires.We pray that Gurudeva’s health may greatly improve and that he stays with us for many more years.This is our heartfelt prayer at your lotus feet.
All Glories to Srila Gurudev,
I came to learn about Gurudev’s health few days back and it has upset and troubled me down to the core. As truly said in the preceeding comments by other devotees, we wish and long for your guidance, darshans and kind mercies for years to come. Being already away from the association of Vaishnavas and Hari Katha, I truly and earnestly implore in the lotus feet of Srimati Radharani and Shyamsundara Sri Krsna to take away years from my worthless life and grant them to prolong Gurudev’s life so that the unfinished mission of Gaudiya Vaishnavas is fulfilled.
Being a fallen soul and unqualified in every manner still I beg Mahaprabhu, Radharani and Krsna to bestow good health upon Srila Gurudeva so that we can have his darshans and association as every year, this year in Kartick too.
Your insignificant servant,
Anurag
Radhe Radhe dear devotees,
I shared a related link on Facebook last night, and had this to say about Maharaja’s health condition:
‘I for one implore the Divine Couple to very kindly let Srila Narayana Maharaja remain in our midst for some more time, for it is exceedingly difficult to fathom how impoverished the planet would be without the presence of the exalted, lifelong Vaisnava of unparalleled learning and erudition that he is.
Please Rādhārāṇī, do not deprive this world of Maharaja’s association just yet. We all badly need him.’
hare krsna gurudeva i pray to god. god gives u my life to u for live long life bcoz deevoties needs u too much
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
Two insignificant beggars laying prostrated at your
lotus feet, singing your glories while wishing you a
fast recovery.
Your sevants;
Arati dasi & Guruttama dasa.
(Honolulu – Hawaii).
All Glories to Sri Guru and Gauranga!
All Glories to Sri Sri Radha Vinodbihariji!
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
As I read the messages of the devotees from around the world, I begin to realize how unqualified I am to say anything to your lotus ears. Everyone is weeping, offering their dandavat pranamas, and praying for your well being. My heart, on the other hand, is like a stone due to my materialistic nature. Still, even if there is some small chance that my prayers are heard, this would truly be due to your unlimited mercy.
Srila Gurudeva, you have done wonders for my family and I. I honestly cannot imagine how my life would have been if you had not stepped into our home 14 years ago. I was just a little boy then, and I can remember how different, amazing, and a bit bewildered I felt. It was like magic, and you know little boys always love magic.
Gurudeva, there is one moment with You in particular I will never forget. It was at a house program many years ago, when programs were still small. Aarti had just finished, and there were about 50-60 people there. As you were leaving for our home, immediately people began crowding around you offering their pranamas. I was so young and short at the time that I lost sight of you in the crowd. Then, all of a sudden, you came out of nowhere and just grabbed me with your arms and kept me right by your side. You kept me all the way until you went into Papa’s car, regardless of how many people wanted to talk to you. Srila Gurudeva, I cannot tell you how deeply ingrained that moment is inside of me. Ever since then, no matter what happens I know you will always protect me. This is the only thing that is certain in my life.
Srila Gurudeva, I ask that you please rescue this foolish boy once again. Please please do not leave us. I agree that I am a selfish devotee, and I will be happy to suffer those consequences if you stay with us. I pray to Sri Giriraja Maharaja that he bless us by restoring your health and keeping you here with us.
Your servant always,
Sachin Agrawal
Dandavats pranams a los pies de loto de nuetro queridisimo y amadisimo Gurudeva .Que su voluntad se haga aqui en la tierra.
HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA KRSNA KRSNA HARE HARE
HARE RAMA HARE RAMA RAMA RAMA HARE HARE
Dandavats pranams alos pies de nuestro queridisimo y amadisimo Gurudeva que su voluntad se haga aqui en la tierra .
HARE KRSNA HARE KRSNA KRSNA KRSNA HARE HARE
HARE RAMA HARE RAMA RAMA RAMA HARE HARE
Dearest Gurudev,
Please accept my dandavat pranams. All glories to Sri Guru and Sri Gauranga. All glories to Sri Sri Radha Vinodbihari.
My heart sank when I heard the news of your body having cancer. In the last 2 years I have lost my brother, my Father and a close friend to cancer, it would be too much to lose you too. You are the only true Father I have.
I know that you can choose to leave when you want and you can also choose to stay. I have been praying to Krsna to please let you stay a many more years. I need you, we all need you so much. You have been giving me so much love and I have not been able to show so much back. I need you to stay so I can be given the chance to prove my love to you. You are also needed to translate so many more books. My life is worthless without you. Please choose to stay for many more years.
I pray that your recovery is swift and I can have the chance to have that beautiful Hari katha for many more years entering my heart.
Your servant and daughter
Hari Priya devi dasi
Cessnock
My dearmost Srila Gurudeva,
please accept my dandavat-pranams,
without using many fancy and difficult words, I simply wish you to recover soon and please continue to bless us with your divine association for many, many years to come.
your aspiring servant,
Sri Radha Vallabha.
I’d like to hear Srila Gurudeva’s thoughts on the matter. I think if I were in his place, it’s highly likely that by now I would be ready to check out from all this karmic circus and return to a deeper peace and wholeness.
I have heard that ‘death’ is very safe…in fact, that it’s like returning to an old friend…
Dearest Srila Gurudeva;
Please accept my millions of dandavat pranams at your lotus feet. I am feeling the pain of worrying about your health. This reminds me of the time that Srila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami was also placed at the mercy of this temporary body. Philosophically I can believe that you are never effected by this temporary material world, yet I feel pain in my heart to know that you are in discomfort. I pray that you will begin to feel better and that your association will still be available to the fallen conditioned souls or this world. Your association has revealed the vast ocean of vedic knowledge to me. My education was incomplete with the early departure of His Divine Grace. But with great mercy and tolerance you have come forth to assist us all in achieving the lotus feet of Srimati Radharani. It is said in the Srimad Bhagavatam (6.14.3-5) ” O Lord! There are as many jivas in this material world as there are grains of sand. Only a few of these are human beings, amongst whom only a few direct their efforts in search of a higher goal. Of those who are endeavoring for a higher goal, only a few rare individuals seek liberation from this world, and out of thousands of such people, hardly one is actually able to achieve siddhi(yogic perfection) or mukti (liberation) Amongst millions of perfected yogis and liberated souls, it is difficult to find a SINGLE peaceful, great soul who is fully dedicated to seva of Sri Narayana. Therefore, Narayana’s bhaktas are very rare.” The Srimad Bhagavatam is speaking about Sri Narayana, but what about the rarity of a personal associate of Srimati Radharani? You are such a person. I can not believe my great fortune to have your association. So it is with great humility and sincerity that I beseech you to please give all those souls who are in need of your association a few more years of your divine presence. To have a moments association of your Divine Grace is the greatest boon for all of humanity.
Your worthless servant;
Gaura Govinda das
(ACBS)
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
I’m deeply saddened by the news of your health problems, and I’m praying from the bottom of my heart to Giriraja Govardhana and Srimati Radhika to let your health
improve and let you stay with us for a long time to come.
Although I have no qualification or adhikara whatsoever, out of your causeless mercy you’ve kindly given me Krsna-nam and the Gayatri mantras, and accepted me as your own and shown me the concept of what is pure bhakti and the ultimate goal of this human life.
You’ve always picked me up so mercifully when I’ve fallen down, and keep guiding me despite my countless offenses,
and for that I can’t express my gratitude enough.
Even though we don’t have much personal communication, I always feel a strong heart-to-heart connection to you.
I pray I can one day become worthy and qualified to actually be a real disciple.
praying and hoping to see you again, best wishes
your most fallen servant
Mohan das
Dearest Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my dandavat pranams at your lotus feet.
All glories to the Divine Couple, Sri Sri Radha and Krishna.
I am so very much praying for your good health and well-being! You are dearmost to Srila Bhakti Prajnana Keshava Goswami, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami, and all Vaishnavas around the world. Your association and service is treasured by the highest quality of devotees and the fallen souls alike. May we never be without your divine association!
Gurudeva, your life and protection is completely in the hands of Srimati Radhika. What else can I say? I only beg for your mercy and service always…
Your most insignificant and lowly servant,
Amara dasa
Honolulu, Hawaii
Srila Gurudeva, please wait…I would want to see you again so much. Everybody including me do not want you to disappear from our material version but a part of me knows that you are not of this world and radhika needs you. You are the preceptor of truth and the beholder of beauty and happiness. The whole world is indebted to you along with other great vaisnava acaryas. You have done so much, but there are still indeed a lot to be done just like Srila Prabhupada left something for you to do. This wretched aspiring servant just hopes in the core of his heart and wish that you may stay with us longer and sprinkle your divine light of mercy… I am ever so grateful and consider myself most fortunate to have your association. Although it is true that you will stay with us for eternity, I just hope i could feel you every second of my life…I am ever so grateful to you Gurudeva…to you I bow down unlimited times.
Your insignificant das,
Acyuta Krsna Das
My Dear Beloved Gurudev,
Today is a very auspicious day for us as we heard the news of your health improving. We came to know that today you have come for morning walk also . Its really a matter of great pleasure for us devotees. Gurudev I really cant tell you how we have spend previous two days desperately thinking and praying for your good health. Gurudev we are badh jeev and we want your association. We cant think of living without you. You are our source of energy for our spiritual benefits. You are the ocean of Love and the books you are writing with your experience is anmol. Gurudev you have to write so may Granthas for us so that we can advance in our life . Without you life is like a nightmare. By seeing your face and having your darshan always inspires us . We are praying to Shrimati Radha Rani , Shri Girirajji and our humble prayers to your Glorious Lotus feets that we keep receiving your blessings in life for the future to come.Gurudev please accept our prayers and promise us that you will keep showering your blessings on us.
Dandavat Pranams,
All glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga!
Sending my prayers from the bottom of my heart to Sri Giriraja Govardana for Srila Gurudeva’s health.
What a blessing that he is feeling better!
Jai Srila Gurudeva, Jai Sri Giriraja Govandana!
Love, Affection and Thanks for hearing and responding to our Prayers for Srila Gurudeva’s complete and immediate recovery.
Haribol,
Kamala didi
My dear Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my thousands of dandavat pranams and pushpanjali at your lotus feet.
I feel no qualification to offer any prayer to you, especially seeing so many nice offerings from my godbrothers and godsisters, but I must take this opportunity, for my purification, to do so.
I came to your lotus feet only in 2008 where, by your causeless mercy, I was immediately attracted to you and started to develop the mood that I am meant to be your servant. In 2009, you gave me hari-nama and in 2010, diksa mantras.
Considering all of the mercy that you have given me, I have not developed any vishramba bhava towards you and my service is very minimal and extremely faulty. My heartfelt desire is that I can do something that will genuinely please you and that, being pleased, you will shower me with your divine glance and smile. This is the wish of my heart.
But if you leave us, Srila Gurudeva, how can any of this happen? You have so many thousands and thousands of sincere disciples who have desires to please you that have not been fulfilled yet, please allow us to fulfill these desires and serve your lotus feet for years and years to come.
As Lord Krsna himself says, “With the dust of My devotees’ lotus feet I desire to purify the material worlds, which are situated within Me. Thus, I always follow the footsteps of My pure devotees, who are free from all personal desire, rapt in thought of My pastimes, peaceful, without any feelings of enmity, and of equal disposition everywhere.” (SB 11.14.16)
So, your presence on the planet is indeed the reason for its existence.
Although I have absolutely no qualification, I am praying to Sri Sri Yugala-Kisora for your speedy recovery so that the world can continue to be purified by the dust of your lotus feet and the nectarean hari-katha coming from your lotus mouth. Your presence and mercy are the sustaining force of my life.
Your unqualified, ungrateful servant,
Abhay Charan dasa
My dearmost Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my koti-dandavat-pranamas at your
divine lotus feet. My stonelike heart is
melting, and that miracle only you could
have done. I see no hope for me without
your mercy and divine guidance. I am
pushing my mind hard into doing seva
to you so as to try and avoid total
collapse. I remember you telling us
how Raghunatha dasa Gosvami felt
after the departure of Sriman
Mahaprabhu, so I beg for Sri Giriraja
Maharaja’s transcendental intervention:
please, let our most beloved Gurudeva
stay on. Every time a new book
of his comes out, life makes sense
again; every time he shows up for
darsana, life makes sense again;
every time he raises his lotus
hand to shower his blessings
on us, life makes sense again;
every time we think he’ll
be there in Kartik and
Navadvipa and Delhi and
all around the world,
life makes sense again.
the lowly servant of your servants
Mahakala dasa
Dear most reverable master;
We are praying today as if your fate was in our hands, when actually it is the other way around. Our fate is at your disposal. Indeed, it would only make sense that my gross inability to advance in Krishna-consiousness and my ineffable attachment to gross material sense-gratification is the prime cause for disturbance. So I pray that Yamaraja may punish me in hell in order to insure that no amount of reaction may touch your heart.
If I was at all sincere then surely I could come and fall at your feet. But alas I am floating on the waves of indefatigable material modes of passion and ignorance and have no time for my release from this ‘samsara’ which is nothing but the grace conferred by the powerful dust of your lotus feet.
May one day come soon when I can please your Grace.
Your insignificant foolish protagonist,
Avadoot
Dandavat pranams!
Our hearts are convinced that nothing in this world can touch our Srila Gurudeva, no danger, no dis-ease, no pain. Still we pray to Giriraj Govardhan to take away all discomfort from Srila Gurudeva. Gurudev, may you recover fully, and never again be exposed to any bodily restriction in your unparalled service to our Paramgurudev so that you can continue long in this. Please continue showing us what real service is so that one day we may learn!
Jai Shree Radhey!
Manmohini mataji, I am really grateful to you for writing this. I respect your feelings. Many-Many Thanks!
Jai Srila Gurudeva!
dear giriraja govardhana
i am new to krishna consciousness and don’t know much about it. but i heard ur a great devotee of the lord and are very dear to him. so i pray to you, please recover our gurudeva very quickly, for i cannot imagine how life would be without him. please dont take him from us, we need him. please….
dear gurudeva
please recover quickly… i will promise you i will chant 16 rounds, do seva and become better disciple.
hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna hare hare
hare ram hare ram ram ram hare hare
Dearest Gurudeva
White dahlias from the garden and a candle burning slowly offer my healing thoughts to you so much better than I can find the words
x sudevi
Dear Srila Gurudeva, you have been on my mind and in my heart every minute since I met you; but now I am feeling the pain of separation even though you are still here… Life without you is not bearable…You have made my life a success…Thank you for all your mercy.
Praying at the feet of your beloved Radharani for your recovery and return to health…
Your fallen, wretched servant
Karuna Dasi
Dear Giriraj Govardhan,
In your laps Sri Sri Radha Krsna are always playing sweet and amazing pastimes accompanied with there beloved associates. Our most cherishable Gurudev is also with you. Always you have there loving company. There is nothing impossible for you to accomplish for the pleasure of Vrisabhanu nandini Srimati Radharani and Yasoda nandan Syamasaundara. Please, may the health of my dear Srila Gurudeva become better. I have nothing valuable to give to you only this insignificant prayer. Please Giriraj Maharaja, the best among all devotees, please, don’t neglect my prayer.
At your lotus feet and at the lotus feet of my dear Srila Gurudev I offer my heartly dandavat pranams.
Jagdish das from France.
Dear srila gurudeva, you make living in this miserable world bearable by your presence. I am selfish because I want you here rather than you being with your beloved. No one can replace you.
Dear giriraj govardhan please improve our most merciful gurudevas health so he can spend many more years inspiring and helping the fallen such as me.
Syamasundara das Wales uk
My beloved Srila Gurudeva,
How can I live without you? My dearest master, you are the very life of our soul, please kindly listen to our prayers. Please extend your causeless mercy. I promise that I won’t let your effort go in vain. Please consider this impudent request from a lowly servant who is not even worried about her glaring disqualifications. We need you Srila Gurudeva, more than ever. I hold your lotus feet to my heart and I beg you to stay.
O most merciful Nrsimhadeva, please protect, please protect, please protect our beloved Gurudeva, who has saved us from the unhappiness of this material world and who brought us real hope and auspiciousness in our life. Please kindly remember our prayers at Your lotus feet, dear Lord Nrsimhadeva. I offer a thousand obeisances unto Your lotus feet. Kindly be pleased. Kindly be pleased. Kindly be pleased.
Vrajadevi dasi
I am very insignificant to pray for the personality like srila gurudev, but whatever mercy i have got from your and other vaishnava’s association i pray to Lord Narasima Dev for the speedy recovery from illness as there are many people who are in need of your mercy and association for more time.
You most insignificant son
Dhirkrisna das(Bangalore)
Dearest Śrila Gurudeva!
You are the beloved of Radha and Krishna.
You changed our life completely.
You are our very life and soul and without you we cannot survive in this world.
Therefore please! Be strong and healthy again!
Yours insignificant disciple
Tarun Krishna das.
Dearest beloved Srila Gurudev,
Please accept my loving dandavat pranams.
Gurudev, I beg you, please don’t leave us. You have given me so much love, so much mercy, so much nectar. I would be so lost and sad without you. :”(
I am still praying that one day, when you get well, when I get my own house in Perth, you can come and visit me and my husband, Shyamohan, to give us spiritual nourishment, which we need and desire so much. There is so much more that I have to learn from you.
Please stay.
Your daughter,
Damayanti dasi
Om Bhur bhuvah svah
Tat savitur varenyam
Bhargo Devasya dheemahi
Dheeya yonah prachodayaat
OM Bhur bhuvah svah
tat savitur varenyam
Bharago Devasya dheemahi
Dear maharaj, you are very dear to Lord Krishna and Sri Radha, i bow before you and your lotus feet, without your mercy we would be lost
pls get well soon
My Dear Srila Gurudeva, You are the light that brightens the darkness. How can we live without you? You have worked so tirelessly giving me your mercy, but I am so stupid and driven by my senses that I have not been an open reciprocal of your mercy and have not taken advantage of your presence. I am very fallen and only you can save me, please continue to give me your mercy even though I am completely undeserving. I pray that you will stay here physically with us as long as you possibly can. I pray to Sri Giriraj Govardhan that you will not undergo any suffering and that you regain strong physical health. Even though I am such a rascal, I love you very much Gurudeva, and I aspire to one day truly be your servant. Only by your causeless mercy is this possible. Please give me the shelter of your beautiful lotus feet and teach me how to become your true disciple.
your darling daughter,
Govinda Sundari dasi
My poor english dont allow me to say what i am felling.
When i think ,you will leave us ,my eyes start to cry and cry and my heart too.
There is such sadness in my heart ,i cant to hold my unhappyness.
please my guru ,our guru,dont leave us.I made a promiss to my parents,I will never die before then.
But if you leave us,i cant to live my life,Man i am so sad now,i never will kill myself ,but with my unhappiness i dont even need to try to kill myself ,becouse i am already dying.
I want to say any sweet words ,like ,i love my guru,We need you,but belive me,i need more then everybody.
There is no spiritual life without a guru.
once again ,my poor english dont allow me to say what i really felling .But i can say the basic,I LOVE YOU ,my guru I LOVE YOU.I will say the true, looks like selfish,but if you die ,my spiritual life will die too.If you leave me,i will be alone again and i dont want to be alone.
Please,Krisna give back all heathness to my guru.
But if you must to go gurudeva,please be happy, and dont forget us.
with love ,your worst devote.
Lalit Mohan Das
We are absolulty very concern about srila Narayan maharaj
health , definitively maharaj is in the heart of thousant
of devotees , freinds , gurus in the world .We are heartly
praying for his well being knowing srimati Radhika is taking
care of him
FROM KRISNABHAKTI NANDIMUKI / FRANCE
Offering countless endless dandavat pranams in the dust of the lotus feet of my most merciful and sweetest of the most sweet Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayana Goswami Maharaja, my Gurudeva. You who are the kindly savior of one of the most fallen and selfish persons, myself who is feeling such a painful sadness at the thought that you might leave us. I have been so ungrateful and a useless servant in your mission. I can only pray with all my heart and soul that Srimate Radharani will choose that you stay with us, the one person who so honestly cuts our false ego’s to the core. This world will become completely unbearable without Your loving guidance and beautiful unsurpassed Hari katha.
Thee is nothing else I can look forward to but to again recieve your loving glance that instantly cures all the disease of the material condition.
forever aspiring to become Your disciple
Sumukhi Dasi (Australia)
He Gurudev ! mere Rakshak, he kripa ki sagar, mere nath
please be merciful to me your lost and fallen child.
Please become well again … i don’t even know what to say
yours
jaydev
south africa
jhb
Dandavat Pranam Srila Gurudev,
You are the only one who leads us
from the material to the divine,
from the ephemeral to the eternal
Thanks for being our Guru,,
You are our Aspiration
you are our Inspiration
I have no other words to say except ….
I hope you’re feeling better,
I’m always thinking of you,
So this is what I say,
Get Well Soon!
Hare Krishna…..
Srila Gurudev,
Millions of Dandavat Pranams to your lotus feet! Can not bear the thought of separation from you. We are like lost leaves in the strong wind of material entanglements. Please stay with us and thread us together to make worthy of being offered at your lotus feet.
Our prayers to Srimati Radhika asking her permission for pro-longed association with you.
In your service always,
Damodari devi Dasi and Subal Sakha Das with Krishnapriya Dasi and Radhapriya Dasi
DEAR SHRILA GURUDEV KI JAI
I OFFER INFINITE DANDAVAT PRANAM TO MY SPRITUAL MASTER. MAHARAJ PLEASE, DO NOT LEAVE US ALONE, BECAUSE WE ARE STILL JUMPING MONKEYS WHO NEED SHELTER AT UR LOTOUS FEET. PLEASE DO NOT DEPRIVE US FROM SEVERING YOUR LOTOUS FEET, I HAVE TAKEN HARI NAM FROM U THIS YEAR, AND WANT TO TAKE MY DIKSHA NOW. SO PLEASE DO NOT TAKE MY OPPORTUNITY AWAY, YOU HAVE PROMISED US THAT U WILL COME TO INSTALL OUR RADHA KRISHNA DIETIES, SO I KNOW THAT MY GURUDEV WILL NOT MAKE FALSE PROMISE. MAHARAJ WE ARE PRAYING FOR UR BETTER HEALTH, AND IN MY SANGA, LOTS OF DEVOTEES WERE CRYING AND PRAYING TO GIRIRAJ FOR UR BETTERMENT, AND I COULD NOT SHED A TEAR, THAT IS HOW LOW OF A DEVOTEE I AM. PLEASE BE HUMBLE TO ME AND SO I HAVE THE PLEASURE TO TOUCH MY SINFUL HEAD AT UR LOTOUS FEET. THIS WAY I CAN GET SUDHA BHAKTI. SHRILA GURUDEV PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVES US UR VISION EVERY DAY,,,,,,,,,,
please dearmost friend of Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada, Maharaja narayana friend of the poor, please bless me so i may know who you are…
My sincere prayers to Nitai-Gour for Gurudev’s wellbeing. We want Maharaj in our midst,and to continue giving us inspiration which soothens our minds & hearts which are being continuously tormented in our present conditioned state.
I offer pranama to om vishnupada Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayana Maharaja, who is very dear to Srimati Radhika.
Srila Narayana Maharaja is expert in describing Krsna-lila. He is endowed with the qualities of magnanimity ad sweetness, and he is the best of great souls. Because he is always relishing Krsnas sweetness, he is able to freely distribute that sweetness to others.
I bow down and place my head at his lotus feet.
Dandavat Pranam Srila Gurudev
Please please Radharani we beg You make our Dear Gurudev feel better very quickly and take all His pain. We love Our Gurudev he is our life and soul.
Gurudev ki jay
You fallen servant and sad daughter will always remain in debt
Radhakanti dasi
To Shirla Gurudeva
Pls accept my sastang dandvats Pranams in your lotus feet.
Praying Shrimati Radhikarani for your good health,speedy recovery and good sleep & to remain with us always for spiritual guidance .
Jay Shrila Gurudeva
Srila Gurudeva!
Last night, here in Miami, in the association of Mahabuddhi prabhu, Krpa Ram Prabhu, Bopadeva Prabhu, Radhasyam Prabhu, Raghunath Prabhu, Tamal Krsna Prabhu Laksmy Patty prabhu, Janardana Prabhu,Laksmana Prabhu, Vasudeva Prabhu, Udharana Thakur Prabhu, Kaunteya Prabhu, Jayadeva Prabhu, Udvala Sakha Prabhu, Malati Didi, Chandrika Didi,Krpa Ram’s Prabhu daughter, and this insignificant Lilanatha Dasa, we were remembering your first visit to our own lives, and how your Divine presence stablished the meaning of Pure Bhakti. Your Divine message, your sweet trascendental amorous Hari Katha, opened a window and you take us by the hand and lovingly revealed the Vraja-moods of the Gopis, and specially the prominence of your Srimati Radhika. From your Lotus lips for the first time we listened and you kindly opened our heart to that eternal realm because you are an intimate associate there.
From your Lotus lips you patiently taught the goal of our Sadhana, you teach us that Krsna came out from the womb of Yasoda Mai and that actually His umbilical cord was cut. You gave us the hidden significance for the apperance of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, your Divine Grace empowered with your trascendental shakty so many of your followers to speak such nectarean Harikatha as we have never seen before, and that is only possible because they have been drinking milk from the Ocean of sweetness of your Divine Grace, otherwise it is not possible.
For me Srila Gurudeva,in your Badger festival I felt for the first time as if I were in Tompkins square Park in 1966,with Srila Prabhupada, I did not have the opportunity at that time,but under your anugatya no difference, the same Sidhanta under the tree. You came to help us, and you practically demostrated, with your life completely surrendered to make us belive again, to have Sradha in Guru as “The back bone of the Spiritual Life”.As you said to me the first time I had the greate fortune to listen from you,”Gradually I will reveal to you the real Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.”
Last night we were aspiring to understand that your Divine Grace is an eternal principle, that your Divine presence and instructions live forever and must be alwayz kept as a treasure in the heart of the authentic disciple.
We had the audacity last night to beg to Srimati Radhika that if it is her desire and also your divine desire,that please permit that your Divine Grace continue nurturing us all over the world with your most magnificent rainfall of love,otherwise again and again our lives will be desert without your presence.
Sincererly
Lilanatha Das (ACBS and Bhktivedanta Narajana Maharaja)
When will I see you again?
I pray to Lord Narsimhadav that he transfers all Gurudevs pains to my body and makes him again healthy.
Dear Srila Gurudeva
Dandavat Pranams in the dust of your lotus feet.
Although I have never met you face to face, I still felt the tremendous power in my chanting when you granted me harinama (and my twins Haridas and Radhika, via skype). Whenever I chant Gurudeva, I look at your beautiful picture and it feels as if you are right here with me. Sometimes I even cry; it is a very intimate feeling coming from deep within from a soul who would have been totally lost if it wasn’t for your love and mercy. You are my master, my father and my saviour and I pray that Radha-Krishna will allow you to stay with us, as this insignificant soul needs all the guidance she can get. You are my only hope dear Gurudeva. I was so happy to hear that you are feeling better and I pray that it will continue.
Aspiring for your mercy, service and dust of your lotus feet.
Your servant,
Anjali devi dasi (NZ)
Energy health everything… in frequency sound…
be health!with this!
Our beloved Srila Gurudeva !Please accept our most loving dandavats pranamas at Your Lotus Feet!The sad news about Your health hit our hearts like a strike. Of course,we have to consider Your desire, as our desire,and whatever You wish to do to accept, BUT …We are Your children and we can not even imagine our life without You,so , please be merciful to us, please, STAY !We all, are praying for You quick recovery and wishing to see You in a good health
Your sons and daughters from Montreal,Canada
I came to meet you with a head full of problems, your aura, presence and being are so pure and overwhelming, whatever they were, melted in your association. ‘A friend, an eternal brother, a spiritual guide, surely there must be some hope having met a pure divine associate of God and Srimate Radhika that if I could revere one drop of that, you then have truly changed my life.
How then can I ever repay you for this?
An inconsequential particle of fallen dust.
My Dear Srila Gurudeva,
How can I, a most fallen and wretched soul, even know how to pray for someone so purely divine and transcendental as you. You have spent your life bringing hope, happiness and love into the hearts of millions of disenfranchised devotees all over the world. You have sacrificed every second of your life for the benefit of others to give pleasure to your Swamini Srimati Radhika so that they may all be made into beautiful flowers to be offered at her divine lotus feet. Never has there been a time that the world has needed your divine association and love more than it does right now. Even if you stop traveling comnpletely, even if you remain sequestered in your bhajan kunitr in Govardhan deeply absorbed in samadhi. Just your divine presence on this planet will radiate so much love from your divine form that it will act as a soothing balm for the burning hearts of the conditioned souls all over the world. We all need you Srila Gurudeva we all need you. I am a useless wretched offender who has nothing to give the devotees of this world. But You have everything to give. SO today in the mood of Puru I offer you what ever I have. Whatever health, strength, or life, I have you please take it and kill me now and you remain here and take care of all of the devotees by giving them your divine association for many more years to come. This is my prayer to you.
Your Worthless Servant
B.V. Bhagavat
YOU HAVE WALKED THE DUST OF VRINDAVAN
WHERE RADHA’S TEARS THEY’VE TOUCHED THE GROUND
SHOWED US SACRED PLACES
WHERE REAL TREASURES CAN BE FOUND
YOU HAVE TRAVERSED THE PATH OF SAINTS & SAGES
AND KINDLY TAKEN ME ALONG
THO I AM A DEAF MAN
SOMETIMES EVEN I CAN HEAR THEIR SONG
JUST HOW YOU ARE SEEING THIS ENCHANTED LAND
I CAN HOPE TO ONLY ONE DAY GUESS
STILL YOU’VE ENCOURAGED ME TO OPEN UP MY HEART
AND TO BECOME FEARLESS
WHILE DANCING RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES
I CAN NEVER REALLY SEE
WITHOUT YOUR GENTLE VOICE THERE TO GUIDE ME
I’VE NEVER BEEN GOOD AT EXPRESSING GRATITUDE
THAT APPEARS TO BE MY FATE
BUT HERE I AM AMONGST THE ONES WHO LOVE YOU
SO WHY ON EARTH SHOULD I HESITATE
YOU ARE A FRIEND YOU ARE A MASTER
RIGHTFULLY OBEISANCES ARE PLACED AT YOUR FEET
FOR BY YOUR GRACE AND THIS HOLY NAME
ALL THIS DARKNESS IS IN RETREAT
we pray dear gurudeva lord nrishimhadeva protects you and take away all pains so you can sleep nicely and you can eat nicely too ,we love you and please forgive me for my millions of ofenses.
your servant
dasa anudas
There is nothing I can say anymore. What can I do.
My life is yours. Will do forever for you.
By your side I will live forever.
Malini devi
Dearest Gurudeva
Dandavat Pranams
Begging for your forgivnes and simply saying please please please stay with us otherwise what we will do
( We – your lost pieces.We who need You more than anything even if we are trouble makers.
I am very sorry…
your sad daughter Indumati dasi
Namaste.
I pray that Krsna’s infinite Sweetness continually surrounds and supports Srila Gurudeva, fulfilling all of his needs now and forever…
… that every devotee’s awareness expands to be fully awake to the Infinite Love, Truth and Beauty in All that is…
… and that we continually rejoice in the Divine Oneness created by SriSri RadhaKrsna.
Hare Krsna Hare Krsna Krsna Krsna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare
dear Gurudeva,
I pray for You. I am with you in my mind my dearist Guru!
I pray for no pain! I pray that you can eat and sleap well.
Your dothers, Ines Cristina and Liladevi dasi.
Oh this restless feeling I’ve had
the calm before the storm
now I understand
or do I?
What is left to be said?
Only tears of love to shed
to purify
sanctify
the cancer we bred
praying for forgiveness
his lotus feet upon our head
interesting point dear manjari dd.
for all the transcendental glimpses that shrila gurudeva bestowed on us…may it all flow back to him..this divine love…and melt the dis-ease and pain…
oh dhanvantari please heal our dearmost guruji
om dhanvantarye namaha!!!
and oh radharani please let us comprehend what we can about this transcendental lila
please pour out your causeless mercy on all of us
we thank You for those who lovingly take care of our gurudev
jay shri radhe shyam
jay shrila gurudev
yes Om Dhanvantarye Namaha,
But surly it is diseased disciples like myself that Gurudev is giving shelter to in his transcendental body. If only I could become pure over night and be one less pest!
Dear Gurudeva, My heart is breaking. You always with us. You have given us everything, and now you want us dive deep inside and find and realize the treasures you have buried in our hearts. If you are in pain, then I do not want you to stay, for I cannot bear to think of you having any pain on my account. I pray that whether you are here on Earth physically or not, that I may always be with you in the temple of my heart, especially when I attempt to chant to any bhajan. Please always remain with me eternally, and let me serve you at every moment of this useless life. My tears are for you alone and I am bathing your feet in them this month. I pray to Srimati Radhika, that She places Her lotus hand on your sweet belly and heal you of any discomfort you may have. I love you! Your darling daughter always,
Krishna Vallabha (Alachua)
Dear Srila Gurudev,
Please don’t leave us!!! I am praying for my own good. I know you have your fully realized siddha deha and leaving this miserable world is not a problem for you. But who can give such love and affection as you? Who is so merciful. What will I do without you?!!!! You are helping so many and so many that have not yet had your darshan yet are crying for your mercy. PLease don’t leave!!!!!
Jay Sri Sri Guru Gauranga Jayatah!
Dear Srila Gurudeva and all Vaishnavas and Vaishnavis, my humble and sincere dandavat pranams,
Wishing, hoping, begging, praying for Srila Gurudev’s health and association in this plane, for many devotees and this fallen sinful aspirant for His mercy, may he be more time around for his absence would not only cause grief but I would feel so lost and forlorn, for His guidance and presence is extremely vital in Bhakti and life. I beg forgiveness for all my offenses and sins and beg again for His mercy.
Sincerely,
Gaurgopal das das anudas
Srila Gurudeva patit pavan kripa koro ki Jay!
Thousands of devotees are offering their healing words of love like thousands of flower petals at your lotus feet. May the fragrance of your divine presence always be within our hearts.
Dear Gurudeva
Please accept our dandavat pranams at your lotus feet.My family and myself are praying for your rapid recovery.We are begging Sri Sri Gauranga,Radha Damodara,Sri Nrsinga dev and Sri Giriraj Govardhan to help you! We are so so greatful for all that you do for us. Vamsivadana dasa & family,Pietermaritzburg,
South Africa.
Jai Srila Gurudeva
My beloved most Srila Gurudeva,
Hare Krishna. All Glories to Sri Sri Guru and Gaurang. Please accept my koti-shat sashtang dandavat pranamas at Your Divine Lotus Feet.
Srila Gurudeva, we all need you, the whole world needs you. The flood of ‘Pure Bhakti’ that you have brought to this world has still to inundate each and every town & village and each and every living entity. The ‘International Pure Bhakti Yoga Society’ that you have started still needs to establish itself firmly. And foremost of all, your work on Srimad Bhagavatam, Sri Caitany Caritamrita and so many other books still needs to be completed. Except for you, no one else will be able to give the innermost meanings of this illustrious Vaishnava scriptures.
You had promised that you will complete Srimad Bhagavatam, and I know you always keep your promise. You have promised to Houston sanga that you will come for the inaugaration of ‘Sri Sri Govindaji Gaudiya Matha’. We are all working hard to complete the temple as soon as possible. And I am absolutely confident that you will fulfill your promise to come and inaugarate the temple next year.
Srila Gurudeva, here in Houston, we are getting together everyday, chanting and praying for your good health and speedy recovery.
Srila Gurudeva, I cannot imagine a life without you. We all need you more than ever before. So, please stay. We all know, if you desire you can stay for many more years to come. So, please … please, STAY FOR MANY MORE YEARS…
Your most fallen servant,
Vishnu Das (Houston)
Dear Prabhu
Srila Gurudeva ki jai.
I am so greatful that Srila Gurudeva has such wonderful devotees in Houstan. We too,will be lost without Srila Gurudeva in our lives.
All the best!
Radhe, Radhe!
Oh my dear Gurudeva!
You saved my life!
Please stay with us more time. Srimati Radharani can wait a little longer.
I can not imagine my life without you. You’re everything to me. My master, my father, my savior, not abandon me now I’m just a baby, be merciful to me.
Oh Giriraja Govardhana, you who stayed for seven days under the hand of Krishna, allow Gurudeva, jagat Guru, Sri Srimati Bhaktivedanta Narayana Goswami Maharaj, stay longer on this planet by purifying this Kali Yuga.
Your Servant,
Madana Gopal das (Brasilia/Brazil)
My DEAREST
My Master
My Father
My Mom
My best friend
My all in all.
I need you here. Even tough I’m ignorant, materialist and fallen, I need you……Please, oh GIRIRAJA, may my Gurudeva’s health become perfect again!
I cannot imagine the world without you… How could I live in this situation? Please, my dear, be merciful to your disciples and stay here with us.
Love,
哈瑞布請把我的禱文翻譯發給古茹兌「眾生最仁慈的主茹阿達一奎師那啊！我這極卑微痛苦的靈魂真誠地向你祈求：請求您千萬不要帶走我的古茹，我們是才出生的嬰兒，完全依靠著他的仁慈和愛在維繫我們的生命，我們不能沒有他，古茹是我們的生命和靈魂。我們靈修才開始我們需要他，啊施瑞茹阿兌施瑞奎師那，你們是非常非常痛愛我的古茹，九十高齡的老人還在全世界傳播主瑪哈帕布的使命，給予眾生旡限的仁慈和愛，請求您可憐我們，拿走我們古茹的病，恢復他的健康，把古茹留給我們。您是仁慈的主，您能改變這一切！感謝您無緣故的仁慈和愛！所有榮耀歸於古茹、勾蘭嘎、維諾達比哈瑞吉！卑微的女兒獻上。Anjuli。
Haribol, please translate my prayer unto Sri Gurudeva ” O,The most merciful Lord of all creatures, Sri Narada — Krishna!
I am very insignificant and full of suffering, please accept my sincere prayer,”Please ,please do not take away our Guru, we are just newborn babies, we entirely on his mercy and love to sustaining our lives, we can not live without him, Gurudeva is our life and soul. We just begin our spiritual practice,we need him, O, Dear Sri Sri Radha krsna, Gurudeva is very most dearest to you, In his 90’s-old,he give all beings causeless mercy and love, preaching Lord Mahaprabhu’s mission all over the world, Please give mercy to us, please take away the disease of our guru, to recover his health,please let him stay with us. You are the merciful Lord, you can change al things l! Thank you for your kindness and love without reason! All glories to Sri Guru and Sri Gauraga, and victory to Sri Vinobihari! Yours humble daughter , Anjuli (China)
My dear Lord Krsna, Oh Maharani Radharani,Oh Gaura Hari Mahaprabhu, Oh Dayal Nitai! Please hear my prayer! In the 9th Canto of Srimad Bhagavatam we hear that Puru was able to exchange his youth for the old age of his father Maharaja Yayati. Although I am not completely youthful please give whatever youth I have remaining in me to Shrila Gurudev and alow the external effects of old age to come upon me instead of Him. After all He is sinless and should not suffer or be inconvinienced in any way. How can You be happy with that? I on the other hand should be punished for my countless offenses and sins. It is only right that I should suffer instead. If it is destiny that someone should leave this mortal world then please please please let it be me and not HIM! No one will miss me but how many dear devotees of yours would be struck with the thunderbolt of painful seperation if you were to end HIS divine pastimes in this world. They would be like orphans!
I know what it is like to lose your ever well wisher at such a young age I’d rather die than see such wonderful devotees so sad. So my dear Lordships please hear my prayer and let me suffer in Srila Gurudev’s place. Although I know You long for His association,You know He is never far away anyway as He has captured you in His heart and Your eternal loving pastimes are forever being enacted in that soft and beautiful place.I on the other hand know that my cold dark heart has made me destined for Hell anyway, so why not take me now and let Him stay, healthy and strong and inspiring pure bhakti continously all over the world.It is only right and just. So my dear Lordships please hear my prayer!
Dandavat pranams
Jiva Pavana Dasa
Dear maharaj, you yourself know better than anyone, i hope you get better..would be nice to see you sometime, i offer my humble prayers your well being and comfort.
Hari bol
Dearest Gurudeva,
We are worthless servants, incapable of submiting even a most simple prayer.
Our hearts are hard as rocks, insensitive to anything except our own problems and our endless search for enjoyment.
You illuminated our lives with love and care.
We pray that you may recover and be well.
From the bottom of our hearts,
prakâshâtmâ dâsa and malati didi
In this phantomless material universe, where we are wandering from time immemorial, for some causeless mercy you came our way and implanted the bhakti seed in our hearts. With a greatful heart I give you thousand of dandavats pranams and pray that I will always be able to feel your presence within my heart and remember your shinning presence amongst us, just like the memory of a shooting star that has lighted the darkness of my existence. The quality of my prayers is too insignificant, who am I to pray for you, nevertheless with this smallness of mine and to the best of my endeavors I pray for your well being. Hoping that I will be able to meet and recognize you within my heart day after day, I beg to remain in your association. Your lost servant.
Dearest Gurudev,
Dandavat pranams to your precious lotus feet.
I know you are always with me. I know how much faith you have in me, so I swear I will not disappoint you. Please forgive my many offenses, I am very ignorant.
You are the sweetest… Thank you for always being with me, guiding me, helping me on my path to bhakti.
You are always happy and well for you are Radha and Krsna’s intimate associate, so we suffer because of us, because we desesperately need your association. I hope Krsna allows us the grace and good fortune of having you with us physically a little longer at least… Otherwise, I know you’ll always be with us anyway, in our minds and in our hearts…
Thank you for everything.
I love you with all my heart. Sorry for lack of Vaisnava etiquette, I am a new devotee learning my way.
Damodara priya devi dasi
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my most humble dandavats pranams at your most mercyful lotus feet. Please forgive me for all the offences I have made in my mind or in words or deeds against you.
I am praying to Sri-Sri Radha-Krsna that you will recover swiftly from this ailment and that you will go through this phase with minimal pain and discomfort. We all still need your mercy, love and guidance. Krsna is the cause of all causes; we are all quite helpless here, but we can only pray and chant the Harinam mantra for your health and well-being.
May the most compassionate Srimati Radharani be merciful unto us and give us more years of your priceless association!!!
With love and gratitude, your daughter,
Chandrika devi dasi
My Beloved Gurudeva , I am sending many wishes of wellness and pranams to You and get well soon!!!!!!!! I love you Gurudev…You are the best Gurudeva in all universes ,please get well , please…..
DEAR SRILA GURUDEV
THOUSANDS N THOUSANDS DANDVAT PRANAM AT YOUR LOTUS FEET
PLEASE SRILA GURUDEV GET WELL SOON WE ALL WANT TO SEE U IN VERY GOOD HEALTH
HAVE MERCY ON US N GET WELL SOON
Dear Gurudev
Danvat pranam
All our efforts to say anything will be short to glorify you, your mercy is guiding us to stay away from distraction and attach all our effort in Krishna concsciounes we all devotees prey to Radharani and Krishna that we always feel and see you are with us everysingle moment of our life.
Dear Gurudev,
Danvat pranam
All our efforts to say anything will be short to glorify you, your mercy is guiding us to stay away from distraction and attach all our effort in Krishna concsciounes we all devotees prey to Radharani and Krishna that we always feel and see you are with us everysingle moment of our life.
Dear Srila Gurudeva, I submit prayers unto Sri Govardhana for your health to become restored. You have always petitioned Giriraja to bless us with unselfish love. I offer my gratitude for all your blessings and pray that Sri Giriraja can manifest the love you always bestow toward us and that maybe he will allow us your physical presence for more time. Thankyou for initiating me into the magnificent Gaudiya Vaisnava Sampradhaya.
Offering every good wish for Your Guru.
Dearest beloved Srila GuruDeva,ૐ
Please accept my dandavat pranams at your lotus feet. We are sending heartfelt prayers and BIG LOVE to you always from Bath UK. Thank you so much for your causeless mercy and shelter. My memories of being in your presence in Bath and Brighton at Ananga Mohinis house are as bright and shining as the day I first met you! My biggest joy was making you laugh! Thank you so much for taking me and my family into your heart… you are in ours for ever. LOVE Jayanti,Paramananda Das and Hari Mohini ૐ xxxx<3xxxxxxૐxxxxx<3xxxx ૐ
My dearest Srila Gurudeva
You have been so merciful to this lowly beggar, and so many others like me. How unimaginably great is your mercy upon those of us who live in these degraded western countries? With unlimited kindness you have given us your personal association, the most confidential knowledge, the most wonderful mantras, and your unconditional compassion – your warm and generous love.
Although we are most unworthy, you have taken away our material sufferings and awarded us a glimpse of pure happiness. You have promised to take us to the highest realm to serve Sri Rupa, Sri Radhikla and Sri Madhava, and to always look after us no matter haw many births it may take.
You have voluntarily accepted so many hardships to come here and help us! You have thousands of wonderful disciples all over the world, yet you have taken the time to personally write to me, accept me as your very own, and steer my course with your perfect instructions. How can I ever repay you for saving my life, which was destined for certain hell?
I offer my prayers to Sri Giriraj Govardhana, to Sri Vrindadevi, and to Sri Radhika that you make a speedy recovery, so that I may have one more chance to receive the blessing of your smiling glance. My destitute heart prays for you not to leave now, not yet. You are my only shelter, my loving father, and truest friend.
The servant of your servants,
Subal Sakha das (Australia)
Dear father,
Please accept my humble dandavats pranams to your mercyfull lotusfeet, sweet father. We are praying for your health and wellbeing every moment. We wish you, my dearest srila Gurudeva lots of strenght and energy to overcome again quickly your fysical ailments and discomforts. Many wishes of pure love, warmth and protection for you, dearest Srila Gurudeva, Jaya Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga
Gaura Premanande
with love and affection
Jaya Srila Gurudeva Ki Jai
Dear Giriraj Govardhan,
You have fulfilled the desires of so many faithful pilgrims, answered so many of our prayers. You are so worshipable and are the recipient of the favour and affection of Sri Sri Radha and Krishna Themselves. Held aloft by the small finger of a small sweet boy, You protected the Vrajavasis from the wrath of Indra. You provided sweet grass for the cows and many pleasure groves and caves for the Lord’s sweet pastimes. Today I am begging you for one benediction. Please allow your dear servant Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayan Maharaja to become free from pain, free from any illness and to remain in this world to see his mission and his disciples become strong and powerful force of love in this world. You are so merciful and kind, Girirajji. I want that Srila Gurudeva will remain with us to see how we can fulfil his desires for a worldwide society of temples, schools, ashrams, preaching centres and that he can see his books being distributed and read in every town and village. I pray to you that Srila Gurudeva can remain here to see that we can become serious disciples and that we can work together in harmony and go very very deep in our spiritual practice. Srila Gurudeva has given us everything, but we need more time to give some service back to him, so that we can become somewhat worthy of everything he has given us. Please I beg you Sri Giriraj Govardhan, for Srila Gurudeva’s speedy recovery and the extreme acceleration of service to his lotus feet on the planet.
your worthless servant,
Akhileshvari dasi, Australia
Dearest Gurudev,
My most lovable Gurudev, please we need you. Please stay and
guide us as you have always done. We all pray to Sri Sri Radharani and Shyamsunder Bhagwan for your early and full
recovery. I am sure they all are with you and will definitely
bless you. Gurudev, you have always blessed us and we all want your mercy. We are your humble servant and would like
to serve you and stay at your Lotus Feet.
Kanta
Sydney
Dear Srila Narayana Maharaja,
Please accept my most humble prostrated obeisances at your lotus feet.
I am writing here publically to beg forgiveness of you, as well as all your disciples and followers, for all the offences I have made in my mind or in words or deeds against you or your followers, in my young days in ISKCON, when we were told to stay away from you, for whatever reason the leading authorities at that time could come up with. I hear some are still spreading the same message. However, I am no longer taking interest in such sectarian beliefs.
As the former system operator (1993 – 2002) of COM, which was used as the official communications network within ISKCON, I have unknowingly been a key instrument for harming your excellent reputation, and this saddens and embarrasses me very deeply.
I have already asked Syamarani devi for forgiveness for the same, and she has been very kind, but I would need to ask for forgiveness from every single devotee whom I might have offended in some way in the past.
I have seen practically how offences against other vaisnavas have seriously damaged, or even destroyed the creeper of devotion in devotees’ lifes, and therefore I had very much wanted to see you and ask for forgiveness personally. I am coming to Vrindavan in October for this very purpose, but if due to your serious health reasons this will not be possible, please let it be known that this is my sincere sentiment.
My goal in life is to become a humble servant of Sri Sri Gaura Nitai and Sri Sri Radha Syamasundara, and after all these years I find I’m still a total neophyte, without any trace of real love. Please bless me that finally my seed of love may start to sprout.
If there is any way I could be of any assistance to you, please let me know and I will take it upon me.
I will be praying for your health.
Your servant,
Raktambara dasa
Hare Krishna Raktambara ji, thanks for the very sweet message.
I hope to see you in Vrindavana, or Govardhana rather, when I visit from Nov 4 til the end of Kartika.
Be well!
Yrs
Raghava
Ioffer my humble dandavat pranaam at the lotus feet of pooja Sri Gurudev. Sri Gurudev ji, you are every think for me and my best wellwisher ,i am not so qualified please forgive me for that and i pray to Sri Sri Radha Vinod Bihari ji and Sri Mahaprabhu for your wellbeing and health.
Please Sri Gurudev ji ,i hope and i wish that you are verry soon in good health.
your onqualified servent krisnakumari dasi.
Our dear Srila Gurudeva,
Please kindly accept my Sastanga Dandavata Pranamas on to your lotus feet.
Your rare presence on the planet is the inspiration for the dried up soul like me.What ever merits my prayers have I would like to offer on to your lotus feet.
In our Holland-Rotterdam Sanga, some devotees fasted Nirjala,some with Anukalpa for your wellbeing in this Parsva Ekadashi.We had also a minute of special prayers for your wellbeing in the temple during our weekly Saturday program yesterday.We all pray to their Lordships Sri Sri Radha Vinod Vihari Ji for your fast recovery.
Srila Gurudeva!You are the Youga-Acarya of this era and your holy presence is very much still needed on this planet.Otherwise,who else can give this must confidential devotion “Manjari Bhava” to the fallen Jiva???
Your insignificant fallen son,
Ramchandra Das (Nepal)
Holland,Rotterdam
Im just a rascal and dont know what to write or say…
First of All i want to place my head unto dust at Your lotus feet,
Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivendanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaj.
Ive only know about You For such a short time but still my heart melts everytime when i hear You speak, chant, sing The glories of Radha-Krishna.
When i offer dandavat pranam to Your picture i want to serve You and Your
Mission more and more. You have gave me more inspiration than no one in this world. I so much wish that ill get a chance to meet You For The First time even tough i believe Ive already met you deep in my heart.
My constant prayer to Srimati Radharani and Giriraj Govardhan is that You still would stay here with Us because selfishly we need You! I need You. All The efforts i dedicate to Your wellbeing. Please stay here For years to come!
Your servant,
just a rascal wishing to get initiated by You.
Dear Srila Gurudeva, Please accept my dandavat pranams at your lotus feet.
I am the most worthless of your disciples and only have a little bit of love for you, but whatever that little bit is, may it surround and heal you.
You have accepted many disciples and thus so much trouble that you didn’t need ~ as you were already in Goloka Rasa.
As a favor to our Srila Prabhupada you have accepted unqualified people like myself. I just want you to know how much you mean to me…I can never repay you, and such a debt is glorious; may it keep me serving your lotus feet forever trying to repay you.
Please be well and stop the constant flood of tears from us – your disciples worldwide – for your health and wellbeing.
You are divine in every aspect of the word. I do not need faith in you Srila Gurudeva…your exalted position and causeless mercy have won my heart completely. It goes way beyond faith. I believe you can make anything happen within these three worlds with just a wish.
Such a power would be great indeed, for I would wish you the most wonderful health and happiness the whole time that you choose to remain with us.
Know that our love would keep you here indefinitely, so the hard choice is going to be yours. Just the thought that you might leave us or suffer in some way is unbearable.
Please forgive any offenses as I cannot help but be offensive. And please, please get well soon so that we do not all go mad from concern. Thank you Srila Gurudeva, your most worthless servant, Kulasekhara das.
to my most beloved gurudev.
dandavat pranams to your lotus feed..
when i got read email from back to bakthi about your health condition i couldnt do my work at the time in my office.i call my family and tell about gurudev condition.they began sad and my mom started to crying.the only think we can do is we’ll beg to srimati radhika’s loot feet that gurudev to be cure from this health problem.i know this unfortunate soul not qualified but we need you to guide us and save from this world of kali.
haribol
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept my humble dandavats. When we have read the news that your body is seriously ill, we were crying and praying that Srimati Radhika would give you more strength to overcome this sickness. We hope we could all find the cure so you will still stay with us for longer physically. Our spiritual lives would be different without you. Please! We wish and pray for your Speedy Recovery…
Begging for mercy,
gaurangi dd
manila
Dandavat Pranams Dear Giriraja Maharaja,
Whenever I have cried sincerely to you, you have always answered my prayers and generously provided my request. Why not this then? Why not now? Aho! You are all heart! Please, do not fail us this time. There is nothing but this.
In humble supplication,
Bhudhara das
To my dear most Srila Gurudeva,
Your side long glance in Badger California brought me back into the fold of the Vaisnava family. I thought I only came because my god-sister Radhavinodini had been diagnosed with cancer and we didn’t know how much time she had left on this planet. I was disillusioned with the lack of love and compassion I experience in ISKCON – as when I needed a spiritual family the most I was abandoned.
Then I came to Badger, with a closed heart, and no intention whatsoever of taking initiation. I was there out of love for my god-sister. I came to an evening class you were giving that first hour I arrived. I crept into the back and then for a micro second I caught your glance. Your piercing blue eyes were like a laser beam – my heart melted and I surrendered to your lotus feet at that festival. Since that day you have gently touched the top of my head and on another occasion with the simple flick of your wrist and palm outward gesture filled me with what I can only describe as unconditional love! My favouriate memory of you was at an intimate gathering of about 20 devotees in San Jose right after another Badger festival. It was small and intimate and at the end of the evening as you went upstairs to take rest you laughingly threw rose petals down on to us devotees. Showering us with your love and blessings. More tears flowed from my eyes that had been so tightly sealed for so many years!!! For these moments I am eternally grateful. You have also blessed me by surrounding me with gentle, kind, loving Vaisnava’s and Vaisnavi’s – you knew the medicine I needed to open my heart again to Sri Radha and Sri Krsna. I can never repay you for this – not in this life time or any in the future.
I pray that your health improves and that you will stay with us for many, many years to come. If Krsna has another plan for you and it means you have to leave us – I will be sad, but I will also know that somewhere on this planet there are souls who will be blessed with your divine presence and because of this I cannot be selfish no matter how badly I want to be. I will attempt to transform my tears from ones of sadness to ones of joy thinking that you might stay and you might leave us soon. I will remind myself that this is yet another opportunity for me to open my heart more and have faith in Guru and Krsna! Thank you, yet again, my dear sweet Gurudeva for this opportunity too!!!!!
May all the healing waters you have poured over all of us lost souls return to you as many times as there are heads on the body of Anantashesh!
JAI RADHE!!!!
All glories to Srila Gurudeva!
Latika devi dasi (Santa Cruz, CA)
Offering all dandavats pranams and prayers before the lotus feet of my dearly beloved Srila Gurudeva.
O Sri Giriraja Govardana, please fulfill the deep desire of that rasika bhakta-Srila Gurudeva to get the darsana of Sri Sri Radha and Krsna when he expresses his wish to do so!
O Srimati Radhika, O Sri Krsna, please continue to shower your mercy on your devotee Srila Gurudeva. Please embrace Gurudev in your healing radiant light to regenerate, revitalize and restore him to a perfect state of health and well-being. Please alleviate any and all his discomfort. O Sri Sri Radha Vinode Bihari please allow our beloved Srila Gurudeva to recover to good health and to stay with us and continue to guide, inspire and uplift us for a wile longer. Please forgive me for this selfish begging. I don’t suggest knowing the heartfelt separation Gurudev is feeling for you or yours for him. Without having any qualification I can only petition you sincerely that we are in so much need of our Guru Maharaja’s guidance at this critical time in history here on earth and critical time in the vaisnava dharma. Your will be done my Lordships. You are independent to do as you wish. Let me accept and receive it all faithfully.
O Sri Sri Radha-Govinda, somehow I have fallen into the whirlpool of this material world and regretfully become sinful, deplorable and wretched and had totally forgotten you. But by causeless mercy you sent your dear and intimate servant Srila Gurudava who wile sincerely and selflessly spreading the teachings and glorious mission of Sri Gauranga Mahaprabhu found me floundering on the hope of becoming your devotee. Due to Srila Gurudeva’s magnetic transcendental qualities he captured me. Then he inspired me to redirect my heart and soul toward serving you. However, it is not possible for me to even conceive of being your eternal bhakta without first becoming a whole hearted follower and servant of Sri Guru. So I can only weep and pray that somehow in someway I can please him.
O Srila Gurudeva, how can we understand the many facets of the manifest and unmanifested pastimes you perform? You tell us Sri Guru is not subject to material birth, death and suffering. But our love and affection for you only blinds us. Non fully realized in your mystery, we sadden at the illusory thought and possibility that you may be in pain, discomfort or be inconvenienced at all. Gurudev you have accomplished so much in establishing the authentic and transcendental truths as well as distributing the glories of pure love of God around the entire world. You endured so much to travel back and forth these past years to illuminate us with Hari Katha and inspire Pure Bhakti. All by your mercy and living example. We are so much indebted to you.
However, as your disciple, friend and follower I can only want to care for you. How can I serve you, please you and follow you nicely? Is there anything I can do for you? Or maybe by your continued mercy you can engage me for my own purification. Gurudev you have instructed, “don’t be hopeless.” I confess some times deeply feeling this way. When will I have some authentic realization, deep spiritual feelings and access to that inner heart fully transected relationship with you? You have given so much and I have given so little. How can I ever repay you? I sadly can not begin to express my gratitude to you for all the blessing you’ve given and the tolerance you have shown towards me. I am truly sorry for any/all offences I have committed out of ignorance and for being such a disappointment to you. Admittedly, I’m messed up and can only hope that you forgive me some day. If I could express my heart before you personally I would, but I realize this would be an unnecessary discomfort for you and I’d feel so deeply remorseful that I’d just start to weep. I will try to do better but can only beg your mercy and endeavor to serve you in this fallen state until there is some advancement and awakening of bhakti. Again, kindly forgive me.
Inspiring to become your worthy servant. I remain,
Pitambara das
(drowning in Alachua Florida)
My dearest most wonderfully magnaminous and fabulous Srila Gurudeva,
You are the shining light in my life. The source of all kindness, compassion, humour and love I have ever known. Despite my failure to always follow instructions properly and be humble, you have never turned your back on me. Please may I be your servant birth after birth. Back in 1997, you told me you had turned Durga into Damodara Priya. In so doing, you rescued me from myself and have been like a father. Your smile always lingers in front of my eyes and makes me cry and your kindness melts my hard heart. For whatever my prayers are worth, I give them all to you and pray that you will suffer no pain or discomfort, and that one day, I might serve you properly as a disciple should.
Your servant, Damodara Priya dasi (Australia)
My Most Dearly Beloved Srila Gurudeva,
How can I express all my gratitude to you. You accepted me as your own darling daughter, as your very own child, and took the responsibility of both father and mother to me.
You are my hero. Your smile is the most wonderful thing. Just to see you is a blessing, incomprehensible in magnitude. Your merciful glance is so beautiful, so mystical, so wonderful, and so pure and loving. You are so sweet and lovely.
How can I thank you? You planted the seed of bhakti in my heart, gave me the holy name, sacred mantra initiation and everything needed to aspire to, and to one day achieve, the highest goal.
You saved my life, and to do so you have had to make so many personal sacrifices. You have bestowed so much mercy upon me. Without you I would be condemned.
You gave me a family, a home, a real purpose in life, and a future. You continue to purify my heart day by day – all because of your causeless mercy, because of your great love.
I am praying to Sri Giriraja Govardhana for your wellbeing – in love and gratitude, that your worshipable Lords will be with you at this time, and hold you closely in Their loving hands and hearts. May They bless you for your incredible service, protect you from any suffering, and extend only greater and greater love to you because of your great compassion and hard work towards the fallen souls and to all in this world.
Thank you for loving me and my daughter, and all of my family. My heart wants you to be here with us in body for some time more. Please make a speedy recovery, and give us your auspicious darshan once more.
Your loving daughter
Anuradha dasi (from Murwillumbah)
Dear Srila Gurudev,
Firstly, from the bottom of our hearts, thank you for saving us from the entanglement of Maya by giving us all, even our children, Harinama initiation and thank you for giving Kalindi dasi and myself Diksa.
We have been so busy raising our family but we have maintained some practice of bhakti ever since we met you and we always remember you and honour you. I have a pair of your shoes that you gave to me in Kartika 2000 and everyday I offer dandavats to your lotus feet and take the dust from your shoes.
It was my karma that my material father died when I was only 5 months old but really you are my father, my eternal father.
I remember once, I was giving you massage in Murwillumbah and spondylitis was causing you pain but you cleared my mind by saying, “this problem is there but I am not suffering…I never feel suffering, I am always happy”. It was clearly written on your face that you indeed were not materially suffering like an ordinary person would. I think even now, despite these gastroenterological issues, you are still strongly situated in your transcendent state, always thinking of Gaur-RadhaGovinda. Especailly thinking of ways to please Srimati Radhika.
Under the circumstances, I will finish now so you can rest. Whatever the outcome, we know you are always with us and our thoughts are with you. We are praying on our knees that by some miracle you can stay with us sometime longer as we need your sanga to sustain ourselves. Otherwise this world seems like a dry, tasteless place.
Your loving children,
Jadubar das, Kalindi dasi and family.
Melbourne, Australia
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
when I had my life-threatening accident you
told me that Krishna saved me. I know however that it was
you and Mahaprabhu and all His associates. I know you
will never leave us, your dependents. Please excuse my
mistakes and ignorance in trying to become your devotee. I didn’t want
to shave my head when I met you but you grabbed my hair and
asked me if I would give you “this.” I have tried to give it to you as well
as everything else but I regret I could not give up my false ego and anartas.
I pray that you will come to Houston as you said in Badger once the temple is
built to install the deities. I am still trying to understand who Krsna is, if you will kindly give me your association acept me as your servant for many more years to come I have greatest hopes than I will one day truly understand your words when you asked me at our first meeting “are you ready to hear?”
your fallen servant
Abhirama das brahmacari (USA)
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
please forgive me for all my ofenses. Accept my dearmost dandavat pranams to your delicate lotus feet.
You are the reason of my living, I exist only because of you.
Without you, I would be now in hell, and who knows if I would even be alive.
You have kindly taken me out of the hell hole of family life and material existance and have given me a taste of that supreme Love, that rasa which is the esence of my life.
How can I ever repay you? How could we all ever repay you Srila Gurudeva?
You have given me what was never given before, no other acharya ever distribued this bhakti rasa around the world so magnanimously and compassionately like you have.
You are without a doubt the RASA ACHARYA per excellence, because you have trully established the true conception of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu’s true reasons for His decent to this world. Before you, no one understood what was the goal, what was the proper sadhana, what was raganuga bhakti, and who is really guru. No one knew for certain all this before you came to west to establish it propertly.
You mercy is the esence of my life. Trully if I examine myself, I see that I have no good qualities, but it is only you who have ornamented my low, degraded nature, with the beautiful qualities that you bestowed upon me. You mercifully gave me knowlege of our goal, our highest aspiration in life, manyari bhava, the process to attain it raganuga bhakti, and the only way to advance, continuous service to the Sad Guru and pure Vaishnavas.
Quoting premananda prabhu brahmachari, I will say a very deep truth “never in the past there has existed and acharya like Srila Gurudeva, and never in the future there will be and acharya like him.
You are independant and you do and perform everything according to your own will. Therefore, please do not leave me ever, and stay always,perpetually in my heart.
Your worst indecent unworthy daughter,
dasi das anudasah
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Dear Srila Gurudeva. Please accept my loving dandavats from my heart a million times. I simply don’t know what to say or how to feel? As the news is sinking in slowly and is now more and more becoming a reality, my heart is telling me that all is under control and I meditate on how your loving relationship with Srimati Radhika and Lord Krishna is in full bloom.
Their divine Lordships Sri Sri Radha and Krishna are always protecting you and I have no doubt that everything is okay, really. In Holland when we met a few years ago, I had just finished chemotherapy and suffered a great deal, but when you looked at me, You immediately said in a very firm voice “don’t fear death, death is nothing” and ever since then I believed this and took your words into my heart. Then a year later in Germany you told me that “Krishna has given you a new life”
Our world is not from here and you are an ambassador from Goloka Vrindavan, a messenger from our eternal transcendental home. You have lived there for a very long time already, even so it appears to us, as if you live here in this body. To understand how You Like Srila Prabhupada have come to us to deliver us by your causeless love, is a great wonder and is truly magical to me.
The material body is always living and dead in the same time and for the conditioned soul there is so much to grieve, so much to loose, but not for you, because You are the pure devotee of the Lord, you do not even consider this type of mentality or physical suffering as you are far beyond these considerations, always absorbed in assisting Radha and Krishna in Goloka Vrindavan.
We are sending you all our love Srila Gurudeva. For so many years you have given your love to us and now it is our turn. Sumitra dd and I sending you all our loving healing thoughts and in a manner of distant healing, we are visualising to effect the growths to break up, dissolve and disappear, making the whole area look clean and free like new.
Lots of love
Radhe Radhe Radhe
Your humble servants always
Devarsirat das and Sumitra dasi from the UK
Srila Gurudeva,
All glories to your lotus feet and your sincere super excellent service to your own gurudeva and parampara.
We know this is just Krsna’s lila and whatever happens is Krsna’s arrangement, but we humbly ask you and Sri Sri Radha-Krsna to please give us your manifest association for many years to come, as there are still many, many fallen conditioned souls who have not gotten the mercy yet.
Our beloved Srila Gurudeva,
Please accept our heart like flowers. You are everything to us and our only hope in this world!
We sincerely beg at the lotus feet of Sri Giriraja Maharaja for your health so that you can recover very soon. May the most compassive Srimati Radhika be merciful to us by let her beloved dasi with us.
Your son and daughter,
Mangalanilay das and Basanti dasi (Brazil)
All Glories to Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivendanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaj!!!
Gurudeva
I pray to Sri Govardan to protect you and allow this illusory pain to subside
Dear Gurudeva,
I will think and pray for you.
I am offering my heartfelt Dandavat Pranams and prayers to dear Srila Gurudeva and sending wishes of wellness
Your humble servant
…( ♥ )…
Venu Gopala dasa
(Pordenone- Italy)
All Glories to Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivendanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaj!
I offer my heartfelt Dandavat Pranams and prayers to you dear Srila Gurudeva and sending wishes of wellness.
O Gurudeva I pray to Sri Giriraj Govardan to protect you and allow this illusory pain to subside.
Dearest Gurudeva. We are constantly thinking of and sincerely praying for your well being.
Aspiring for the service of the servants of your servants,
Venu Gopala Dasa
…( ♥ )…
Ekadasi.
Certainly it is time to pray.
But pray for what?
Let me be careful not to make a show of concern for you. Let me rather abandon the opinions of others, or fear of their opinions of me, and search myself–what does this pastime of yours really mean for me personally?
What is my qualification to respond?
If i have served you without duplicity, if i have offered myself to you with a simple heart, if i have genuinely taken your shelter, then new meeting with you will enter my heart within immanent separation.
Then I won’t have much to say to others about this. Rather, my awareness of others altogether may thin, may become background as you come most into focus.
Many devotees are praying are praying for your health and recovery. Those fortunate souls who truly gave their everything for your service will pray like this out of natural, lokika-sadbandhuvat-priti. Others, who have not yet developed that genuine transcendental intimacy with you, may also pray that you stay many more years and continue to give us hari-katha.
But how much attachment do i really have for your hari-katha, and what has been the quality of my hearing, as evidenced by the way i am living in response?
Others will say that you are trnscendental–you never suffer illness, you never die, you just perform these pastimes by yogamaya to give special mercy (and testing?) to your disciples. They say, “if you want to go, or if your Mistress is calling you, then how shall we pray conversely? Not my will but Thy will be done; if you want to give us this type of mercy why should i not try to receive it faithfully?” They will remind us that we have already been riding on borrowed time, since you told us as far back as 2005 that your work was already completed. So even with a further extension, we will have to see this day soon, unavoidably.
Some, despite all this consideration, and knowing that Sri Radhaji can never allow that Her eternal associate should suffer the gross material miseries meant for conditioned souls, may still illogically fear that somehow you may be in discomfort and beg to receive that pain in your stead. Such disciples pray, “go on with your heart-wrenching lila, your yogamaya illusion of sickness and suffering. Give us the mercy to cry for you, but don’t really suffer. Let that come fully on me”
Some, like Prahlad Maharaj, who didn’t offer his Prabhu even a glass of water or anything but prayers, due to being situated on the lowest level of devotion, santa-bhava, remain immersed in philosophical consideration of your mystery and seek revelation in this time, but feel no necessity to pray for your health or ask what we can do, if anything.
Others are perhaps already planning to shave their head or grow their hair to let us all know they are mourning.
Others might already be planning to express their independence. “99% will leave their saffron cloth”, one of your most intimate servitors predicted.
Others are perhaps thinking, “who will be my siksa-guru?” or “next siksa-guru”, or else: “I have been around a long time now and have been under guidance of different acaryas. Now I am senior and ready to go forward without necessarily this kind of submission anymore.”
Some might be thinking, “now i shall make my own disciples.”
Some may say what they think they should say, this way or that–”lets pray for Srila Gurudeva’s recovery,” or “it is his pastime and maybe he wants to go, he said so,” but they have neither a melted heart nor a genuine feeling for your mystery–they just dont know what to say, but say it anyway.
Many devotees want to chant Nrsimha prayers for you. I think I should chant them for myself. Let me be protected from all the duplicity that rushes up now; save me from the inner demons that are bursting with excitement–”oh i get to have long hair! i get to cry in front of others! i get to make disciples! i get to be free of authority!” Lord protect me from myself.
What I feel most essential and true at present is the need to FIND you, to gain your shelter within, not just by mental prayers but by exclusive and urgent HOPE to meet you and seal our divine relationship, by staunch expectation that “you are with me now and always and i MUST realize it or remain entirely asleep to spiritual life proper.”
I just pray to turn to you in earnest, knowing that you are not going to leave me but that i have not yet found you…
There is special mercy and inspiration available during your festivals. Being near to your divine person affords us special opportunities in faith. Then when we return home we tend to gradually become weak. You are always with us, but that is the case: without realizing your eternal company we become weak. So while the festival of your manifest pastimes on this earth is yet going on I pray to my own self to please take advantage and try to realize your omnipresence. It will presumably be more difficult soon, and already it is so difficult.
All glories, all glories to the dust of your lotus feet.
Dearmost Precious Holy Master,
Please accept my thousands of dandavat pranams at your lotus feet. For the crudeness of my words above, I ber your forgiveness and the forgiveness of all your simple-hearted, affectionate disciples. I was feeling depressed and confused when i wrote this.
Now I am praying with clarity: please just stay here with us. No need to travel anymore or make festivals if its not favorable for you. Just stay. Stay and do your bhajan in peace, and manifest more holy granthas for the supreme welfare of the world, if you desire.
You have trained so many qualified disciples to answer all philosophical questions and give practical advice; i wont disturb you. I wont push near to get your attention, as if you aren’t attentively watching over me at every moment. Just give us darsan of your lotus face every once in a while. Maybe we can lay our head at your lotus feet once a year. Thats enough. Just be here. Just keep your precious lotus feet pressed on this earth for ten more years. Easily and peacefully you can remain here a long while more, because you are There already so no need to go anywhere.
I want to come in front of you having attained nistha-bhajan, maybe even ruci, to show you that i have sincerely honored and accepted your teachings. I want to give you that satisfaction. But I need more time, and the world needs more time. So please stay, o foremost of emissaries of perfect divine love, Sri Rupanuga-pravara Yuga-Acarya paramaradhyatama Srila Gurudeva.
All glories, all glories to the dust of your precious lotus feet, the ornaments of the universe.
Srila Gurudeva, please don´t go. We need you!
Dear Maharaja:
Please accept my sincere obeisances! Sending prayers for strong health and renewal. We only met once briefly in Gita Nagari Dhama and I hope we will meet again … hoping to visit Vrindavan, India early next year. All my gratitude heart for the “bhakti love” you have imparted to my soul ~ this has assisted single vanaprasta life. Praying to see you soon ! Hare Krishna !
Your servant, with Love always – Devavati dasi
(Victoria, Canada)
Firstly I would like to pay my most respectful obeisance _/\_o unto the Lotus feet of Srila Narayan Maharaj.
Thank you for all your lectures and Books. Your discourse in South Africa especially the last one was amazing. You touched everyones heart in the audience. When you gave the discourse on the Sweet pastime of Srimati Radhika and Sri Krsna we felt your love and mood for Srimati Radha Rani and Sri krsna. We are sure that you were manifesting your pastimes with the Supreme couple in our very presence. Maharaja you have already made your life successful and my prayer is that you remember this Rascal always so that i can one day make my life successful. our prayers are that you make a speedy recovery so that we can get more association from Srila Maharaja and relish your mood. your unworthy servant Sunil Krsna Das
My dearest Gurudeva . I humbly offer my sincere obeisances and prayers at your lotus feet.I pray that your work in this world is incomplete and your lila here continues. I pray that you regain your health and continue propagating the yuga dharma throughout this world.
Srila Gurudeva Ki Jaya !
Dearmost Srila Gurudeva,
My Dandavat Pranams to your lotus foot dust again and again.
I must confess that, due to my weakness of heart I never came forward to render any service to you. Without your blessings how will I be saved from this bottomless ocean of material life? Oh Gurudeva please allow me just one more chance to serve your feet? I am praying to Sri Giri Govardhan to manifest a miracle, that your health will be completely recovered.
My dear Shrila Gurudeva , most beloved of our dear Shrila Prabhupada , I am a fallen conditioned soul and you are Krishna s pure devotee so what can I understand about you and your transcendental pastimes ? I am an ocean of faults but somehow or other you have touched my heart and are attracting me with your sweet hari-katha. So now I hear you are very ” ill ” – my question as always, eternally, whether you remain with us in this world or not, is how can I serve you ? You speak only about “love and affection “…please Shrila Gurudeva soften my hard heart. Please give me the energy to know you correctly especially at this difficult time. Even in some small way may I be a source of pleasure to you. Kindly allow me to be with you always.You are so near and dear to Shrimati Radhika so no harm can come to you . With whatever little love and affection I have , your eternal servant Ananda Vardhana dasa
My Dear Gurudeva
When I saw you for the first time in India last year I cried, and to this day cannot fathom why you touched the hardened heart of this fallen soul. I can only imagine yet try to believe that YOU must be love. My prayers are miniscule and unworthy and can’t compare to the blessings you have bestowed upon me which I seem and am so unwilling to accept, but I pray that I will try to follow your instructions and that Krishna will hear my humble prayers for you.
With Love & Gratitude
Premalata didi
Dandavat pranams Premalata didi.Lovely ! From the heart !Jaya Gurudeva . Undoubtedly he has heard your sincere offering.Thank you . Haribol ! Ananda Vardhana dasa
i wish to remain anonymous, but while your beloved gurudeva is on this earth i wish to extent my humble obeisances. also i beg forgiveness for my many offenses against him, my improper and dishonest remarks against him partly but not always incited by other devotees against his mission. i pray for krsna’s blessings in which ever direction He takes him, for this rest of his life and after he leaves this body. your fallen servant
My Dear Srila Gurudeva , yesterday was a really dark day for all of us. You are the cause for this world is still a place to live. You are the cause for we still have hope that the prophesy of Sri Caitanya could be fulfilled. Please…remain with us. We are not ready yet for carry with your mission. Please give us more time. We still are not well complemented together and there are too many edges for consider. I promise you to work in an active way in that sense. Please give me light in respect of what to do or not to do in my day by day spiritual dealings. Please give me emotional intelligence for deal with others in a correct way for the welfare of the preach. I m very very fallen , I am completely unworthy ,worst that that …a really selfish and rotten person. Please give me your mercy ,please….
Trying to have the desire of be your servant Ebe jaśa ghuṣuk tribhuvana !!
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My beloved Srila Gurudeva, koti koti dandavat pranam to your divine lotus feet. Stay with us little longer Srila Yugacarya Thakur.
Dearmost Srila Gurudev
Millions of dandwats to your Lotus Feet.
Gurudeva, we are very sad and tearful and pray with all my heart and my soul for your speedy and complete recovery , we all feel very strongly that you will be better very soon. All of your loving and surrendered disciples worldwide, feel the same way as I do, and we should all do what we can to help you, Gurudeva,just like you have helped us unconditionally, for we can never ever repay you, Gurudev
With all my heart and soul, I pray for your speedy recovery !
Its very hard for me and I am sure for all the devotees worldwide. We all have to pray sincerely to Srimati Radharani for your speedy recovery as we all need you..the entire world needs you…
The Vancouver Sanga is doing regular kirtans and prayer sessions for Srila Gurudeva’s speedy recovery.
yours very own,
hemant das
srila gurudev,
please forgive my past, present, and future offenses. i am very sorry that due to my weaknesses i must be disappointing you.
kindly bless me so i may be forgiven by others and that i may also forgive others.
gurudev, please do not forsake me. please take me with you to Vraja and make me your servitor anyway despite my weaknesses.
madangopal das
I offer countless and countless of pranams & dandavats at the Lotus Feet of my Beloved Gurudevas, nitya-lila pravista om visnupada astotara-sata Sri Srimad 108 Bhakti-Tirtha Swami Krishnapada and to H.D.G 108 Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayana Goswami Maharaja. Being very fallen, I’ve never had any physical association with you Gurudeva but I pray for the Lord’s mercy to always please you and remain in your eternal shelter. I’ve already “lost” my Harinam Gurudeva and I pray to be able to see you at the next Navadvipa Parikrama. I’m sending you daily Reiki and prayers. Much love from French-Canada.
I don’t speak English but … In italian language … Tutti i devoti della congregazione della Sardegna si uniscono alla sincera preghiera a Sri Sri Rada Vinoda,affinche ci conservi la preziosissima associazione del nostro amato Guru deva per moltissimi anni ancora ,in modo che possiamo dissetarci alla fonte nettarea del suo dolce Krishna Katha !!! … Radhe Radhe !!!…Gauranga carana dasa
All devotees from Sardina-sanga come together to sincerely pray to Sri Sri Radha Vinoda to keep us in the very precious association of our beloved Guru deva for many years, so we can quench our thirst from the nectarean spring of his sweet Krishna Katha !!! … Radhe Radhe!!! … Gauranga carana dasa
Srila Gurudeva, i offer my respectufull obeisances unto your lotus feet. I pray that whatever are the arragments now, you dont suffer or fell any pain. I pray that Srimati Radhika blesses you with much bliss into her service, and make you always shine and happy…was we all like to see you!! Looking forward to see you soon in wonderfull health!!! I believe you be very health soon, and whatever happens we all are with you! Dandavats pranams.
Srimati Radhika be mercifull for us all!
I offer my heartfell puspanjali to the lotus feet of my Srla Guru Maharaja and pray that he stays more time fisicly with us and that this human like pastime of his does not cause any problem and pain to him.
Haribolo! dandavats.
It is with great sadness that I receive this news.Maharaj is a tremendous well wishers of thousands of devotees, and he has never allowed institutions to get in the way of his kindness. It is disgraceful that our responsibility and desire to reciprocate with that love has been compromised by institution. Having once lost my faith I approached Maharaj for his guidance and blessings, he then spent much time, and on several occasions, to offer me the most valuable advice. From that time my regard, though not expressed, has remained firm. I live by the advice.
I pray that Maharaj is not discomforted by this health challenge, and pray that he will forgive us for the discomfort we have been to him.
Your humble servant
Gauridas (UK)
Oh, my most beloved Guru Maharaja !
If there is such a word, a most heartfelt expression, of a quadrillion times ifinity, more nearer and dearer to Sri
Radhika, than that is YOU, GURU MAHARAJA ! To my very lowly self, and all your disciples, as well as all the three worlds, we feel the same way ! There is simply no words in the english language or other world language, except possibly, sanskrit, to describe what You, Srila Gurudeva, means to all of us ! With the most sincere and heartfelt prayers, we submit our bodies, minds and words at the dust of your most worshipable LOTUS FEET, and beg with all our hearts and profuse tears of love to Sri Radhika for your complete recovery ! Jaya, Jaya Sri Radhe !!!
Your very fallen but loving son,
Jayanta das
Srila Gurudeva, you are so wonderful. In every way you are so wonderful. For everything you have given us which is beyond our ability to take, you are so wonderful. And you never stop giving.
You are teaching us how to serve you but alas I am so slow to learn because of my attachment to serving my senses.
And now you are manifesting a pastime for bringing us closer to you. For making our hearts and minds fully one pointed absorbed in thinking of you, praying to you, praying for you, so that we never forget you.
Yes, you are so merciful, much more than I can actually understand.
However, when I see you personally then I get a glimpse of how merciful you are.
Now you have apparently manifested some illness in your body and if you so desire then you may unmanifest it.
According to how much your loving devotees beg to Giriraja Govardhan.
At every moment I choose to forget Krsna rather than remember Him. So merciful you are that you give us countless opportunities to remember Him.
I am so fortunate to know you and I pray to you that you show me how to know you deeply.
The doctors say one thing according to their mundane knowledge but I say that your illness must be a collection of my sins that you have taken.
Sri Krsna could even trick the doctors into believing various things, but you are transcendental to it. It is only for us that you manifest it.
Nevertheless. We, in our mundane consciousness make the mistake of thinking your body to be ordinary also.
But you kindly allow us to think of ways to serve your transcendental body in this pastime.
All I have ever been able to say to you is Thank you. And I pray I continue to say it.
All glories to Srila Gurudeva. Please forgive me for my kapat heart and make me a real servant despite my unwillingness.
Jaya Srila Gurudeva!!!
Dear Srila Gurudeva,
My heartfelt prayers to Lord Nrsimhadeva for your speedy recovery. You have mercifully revealed the entire spiritual realm to us and I owe my everything to you. You are Srimati Radharani’s near and dear one and are ever engaged in your Her service in Krsna-lila. My heart, my love is at your lotus feet and I pray to Giriraja Govardhana and Lord Nrsimhadeva to always protect you. There is no meaning to life without you, so please stay with us a while longer.
your very own,
Rup Raghunath das
My Dearer Dearer Father, Sri Gurudeva,
Please forgive me that I am always unqualifed, making mistakes, forgetting your causeless mercy to me, my family…Ignorance make me suffering but you pick me up and tell me, “I am not this body” and then my half life has changed until now. Actually are dramatic changes. Although sometimes I am suspected, not enough confidence to you, but in my heart, everytimes when I am suffering, the first one I remember is “you”, the most kindness Father, whose I can freely talk to, freely cry in front of you (your photo) without any reservation. After crying, you give me confidence and strengths again and walk forward. I know you are the “best” Father in my life, the only one I recognize. Please forgive my inadequate faith to you and make you feel sad! Nothing can give you, only love, affection and prayers to give you and hope you can stay. I know if the daughter beg her Father to stay, and her Father would not reject her sincere request…so I…we need you, please please stay, don’t go, ok? I want to serve you forever…
All Glories to Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivendanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaj! Gurudev….I really dont have words to say how I feel…. Oh my dear Srila Gurudev,it is with sheer heartache that i acknowledge what you are going through. You have come into our lives and changed us for ever. Your mercy and love has carried us successfully through Krsna Consciousness. I pray to Sri Govardan to protect you and allow this illusory pain to subside. Just like how Sri Govardan protected the inhabitants of Gokul so to must He protect you and save us conditioned souls. May Srimati Radhike bestow her mercy upon you. We dearly love you Srila Gurudev. We send pranams and affection to u.. from, Ananga Manjari, krsnaa dasi,abhiram das, krsnapriya and vamsi-vadana das. (South Africa, Pietermaritzburg)
gurudev ur very and dear to us you did so many things for us but we never understood anything we are sad because ur suffering seperation from yugula kishore we are not capable for praying for you we donot have any quality and qualification please get well soon asmany people are waiting for you to get ur association please radharani we know that you need gurudev but we too and we know your really merciful please radhe make everything alright gurudev radharani is really dayalu yu only told us get well soon
jai gurudev
jai radhe
Thousands of times and forever dandavat pranams to that great personality Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayana Maharaja, who in the deepest dedication protects the purposes of all predecessor Gaudiya acaryas, expanding the mission of Mahaprabhu throughout this world and revealing more and more the nature of the transcendental realm. This world would be thrown into darkness without the light of his pure presence. Please keep him here, my Lordships, but comfortable, too. Let a cure come his way and let the world come to know him now. ys,rs
Dear Gurudeva, my true father;
It is is with so much sadness I hear of your bodily discomfort although I understand the point made by Lalita dasi in her letter… To think of you returning to the sweet pastimes in Vraj fills my heart with joy for your pleasure… I thank you for the chance to have even just a moments association… Please give me the chance to serve you eternally…
Your fallen servant Karuna dasi (Wales)
My dearest Srila Gurudeva.
We offering all our dandavats pranams and prayers to the lotus feet of my dear Srila Gurudeva. All of us in Bali will never stop pray to Sri Gauranga Mahaprabhu and Sri Sri Radha Vinod Bihari jhee, We know that we have no qualification and we still so dirty and fallen, but we will begging and never stop begging for your recovery…. There is not enough words to say what We want to express, We feel really sad ……
Gurudeva may you get well soon . We miss you and love you very much. You always in our mind and in our hearth.
Your foolish servant,
Paramesvara Das, Rasesvari dasi, Damodara Das and Govinda das
( Bali – Indonesia )
offer my reverences dandavats pranams my heart my horacao to the lotus feet of gurudev. Ananga Mohan Das
Dear Gurudeva,
This is very sad news, and I hope you will become better and will feel better.
You have touched our lives and we hope you will continue to do so. You are important to us and we need you.
We will think and pray for you.
dear Srila Gurudeva:)
i pray that Sri Vrinda Devi, will arrange in this difficult situation, what is best for everyone involved. who beholds the power, to understand the transcendental lilas? You are a most merciful Personality! for so long, you have given us your sweet and intelligent association, even though we are in a highly deplorable state. this is the mercy of the sadhus! who can understand that, you are actually a palya dasi of Srimati Radhika? who can understand, the sweetness of service to Yugala Kishora? in my fallen condition i am thinking that, you are now suffering so much because of bodily discomfort. but there is another part of me who knows that, for a great pure transcendental personality like you, this suffering is nothing compared to the constant suffering which is felt, due to the lack of krsna-prema in this world.
you have given us your promise that, you will always be there to help us. i pray that we may all understand that, this is true. you have given us so many books. just for us, did you make all this. i pray that we may all become sincere in devotional life.
Gurudeva, i want you to do what is best for you. i know, that is not a matter of physical wellness. our Gaudiya Vaisnava Shastras say very clearly that, great personalities like yourself, are always burning in separation. you have tried to explain this to us; what is the greatest kind of suffering, in many of your books. it is hidden, in the songs we sing every day. i pray that, we will one day be able to fully realize it.
when you go, this world will appear void. we want to go with you. we may not even want to continue living. but it is our duty. we have given ourselves to you, and to Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. so we have no right, to take our lives back. we now belong to you. the lila with Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, clearly illustrates this. so we must try to maintain our lives, one way or another. we must pray that, somehow we will be able to make some progress in devotional life, so that we may become qualified to fully serve you, in this life and in the next.
Srila Gurudeva kii jaya! Srimati Radharani kii jaya!
Dear Krishna, Please accept my obaissances,
Who can understand the pastimes of You and Your eternal associates. We know for a fact that their body are completely transcendental and above all kinds of possible sufferings.
Please know though that these pastimes of sickness are making us extreemly worrisome and are causing us great distress.
Because of my fallen situation I can not fantom what lila this is but in any case I beg you for whatever it is worth to eliviate our beloved Guredeva of this apparant suffering as I’m helpless and cannot bear to see Him in this situation.
I’m are not asking You this out of selfishness but sincerely offer You a prayer for his quick recovery.
I promise I will do whatever I can to become a better disciple and serve You more and more.
Please Krishna, I beg you, make Him better now.
Aspiring for the service of Your servants, servants,
Bhakta Svarupa dasa
Dear Srila Gurudeva, My thousands of dandavats pranams at your lotus feet, we devotees in Venezuela are very concern with your health and wishing that you will recover soon, we pray to your swamini Srimati Radhika for your well being, and want also to thank, Sripad Madhava maharaja and Sriman Brajanath prabhu for such a wonderfull service. Hare Krsna. Dasanudasa Jayahatakosthaka dasa.
To Madhava Maharaj and Brajanath Prabhu:
I know there is no better person(s)who can take care of Srila Gurudev. I am rest assured that you are both doing your best and even beyond your best. I thank you for that and I can never repay you both. I know my Srila Gurudev is in the best and most capable hands of yours.
Your younger brother
Ramanatha Dasa
There is not enough words to really say what I want to express, but just to let you know Gurudev that you are always in my thoughts. I will be a better disciple for you and under your guidance I will fulfill your mission one day. Now we are together in hearts but soon we will be together in person. I am yours Gurudev and you are mine. You will be ok, actually you are ok. My Swamini is there with you and so does my Param Gurudev. So why should I worry? But yet I would worry and pray. Gurudev, may you get well soon. I love you Gurudev.
You most fallen and insignificant son
Ramanatha Dasa (the name your gave to me)
My dearest Srila Gurudeva.
My sastang dandavat pranams to the dust of your lotus feet.
You are dearer to me than my own atma. May Swamini Srimati Radhika bless you in your health and well-being.
All positive love and feelings to you, Gurudeva.
Your servant in separation,
Subal Sakha das
(Durban, South Africa)
I am offering my heartfelt Dandavat Pranams and prayers to dear Srila Gurudeva and sending wishes of wellness.
We are begging that all vaisnavas will offer a candle to Sri Giriraja Goverdhana for Srila Gurudeva’s Health.
Please recieve our dandavats.
Radhe Radhe.
Vasanta das & Lalita dasi
Dear Gurudeva
You are the one who has clearly clarified what is the meaning of uttama bhakti. In all lectures you repeatedly ask us to understand what is uttama bhakti and practise it rather than practice sanga siddha or aropa siddha bhakti. Iam really grateful of providing me an uderstanding of what is uttama bhakti after so many years in Krishna consciousness. At this crucial juncture in the growth of Gaudiya vaisnavism we need you to be the captain for many more years to strongly establish Sri Caitanya’s movement all over the world.